In the end, I care the most.
Wasted my time when others don't even give a poop.
Confusing myself and thinking about nonsense.
End it and learn from it, CL. ._.

HELLOOO

It's been a very long time since I last blogged. I miss blogging but, can't find the time to blog and there's always too many stuffs to blog about.

Just finished my Maths class and am waiting for 2 of my friends and then I can go home already *yay*

Many things happened in this 3+months. Thinking about career(as always), college activities, decisions, studies, exams etc. But I think I still can handle this. *claps*

Don't want to be long-winded, I have just did something I never do before in my life!
I ACTUALLY WENT FOR A BLOOD DONATION FEW DAYS AGO.
I am kinda sick now after the donation, probably because it's my first time, and they took out 450ml of blood from my body. ._. I am happy to know that my blood is healthy, but I'm not a blood-supply machine la. BUT ANYWAY, I felt so proud of myself xD

Clerance decided to switch college. I was also thinking about it but, I am really worried that I won't get all the good lecturers. I am quite lucky to have such good lecturers now in Sunway, so I don't want anything to change. I shall just study hard and get more scholarships hehehehe

I am suppose to go for a camp tomorrow, but Petronas Interview event came out so last minute-ly and I have no choice but to ask for refund for the camp. =( I took a long time to decide whether to go to this camp though. :( but this is life I guess, unexpected events pop out and you have to decide.

AND YES, I HATE MAKING DECISIONS.

so, just good luck for my interview on Saturday, not going to have high expectations.

that's all for now, going to get ready to go home and study. -.-

PS: I'm typing this in Multimedia Zone, Sunway College. feel so....awkward hahaha like everyone can see what I am typing LOL

PPS: I miss high school. A LOT.

HI PEOPLE!

This is the first blog after I've started my college life. =D

Sunway College life :
- hectic
- busy
- tiring
- fun
- exciting
uhmm idk how to describe it actually. heh

First 2 weeks of college, we had to rush to all the classes as my previous class had about 39 students, and all of us had to attend our classes in a classroom that only has about 30 tables and chairs. That's tiring 'cuz we had to be fast to get a place.
Then, the kind management requested few of us to change group so that the number of students of that previous group will decrease. And so we did change, for the sake of management and ourselves. BUT, making new friends became a problem for me. This new group has more girls compared to the previous one, it's a good thing but they already have their own group. And, I'm not that kind of super outspoken person.(But I've changed! At least I'm more outspoken than few years back) I need more time. =) So, for few classes I sat alone, but I don't really feel lonely HAHAHA maybe it's because I'm so tired everyday and I tried to pay attention to the lecturers. So it doesn't really matter whether there's someone beside me or not. Of course, having people beside me is better la! xD

I didn't regret for taking Chemistry instead of Economics. Chemistry experiments are super awesomely fun. I love lab moments the most. It feels so magically interesting when you get that result. AHAHA I'm mixing words that makes no sense...or maybe a little sense. And with that lab coat on me, woah like doctor hahahaha.. Well I did think of becoming a doctor, but parents don't really encourage me...so yeahh...

These few days I keep thinking of my future career/university etc. I still can't be sure of what I want to be. Actuarial Science is still my first choice, I think the only reason I'm hesitating is because of the statistics of this subject draws a conclusion-DIFFICULT. I don't know whether I'm capable of doing this, but I really don't want to give up before trying. Second choice will be Kinesiology(?) hahha something like Physiology. I like Biology, but not plants. so I think this could be fun.

So, I thought of going to Canada for my degree programme, maybe University of Waterloo. haha I didn't think of going there before, but after that maths workshop by Canadian representatives, I think I will consider there. Their Co-op programme really attracts me. =D but again, $$ is a problem, so still need to do some researches about that.

Thinking of leaving Malaysia in almost a year scares me, like suddenly I'm really going out into the real world by myself. OMG I really miss those high school moments, where I need to rush to tuition centres, study in the midnight for exams, got naggings from teachers. ='(

One thing I like to do when I am walking on the canopy-daydreaming. HAHA It's like, knowing where you are walking while your mind is blank. It feels so nice and relaxing. =D

Enough of college talks hahaha

Going back to hometown tomorrow! idk why I am so excited about it, not that I get to sleep in hotels or whatever. It's gonna be hot like an oven in the afternoon and cold like freezer at night, surrounded by crickets and fat insects, slow internet connection, grandparents don't really talk to me much. But I just like it, I think. Big family bonding I guess. Or maybe I just like it because of CNY hehehe I don't know, I just can't wait for it to come. =D

I'm going to end this post here. Wish everyone Happy Chinese New Year!
恭喜发财！
세해 복 많이 받으세요!

PS: I'm starting my Korean class after CNY YAY! hehe okay bye!

Memories of 2012.

(some might repeat from the previous post. hehe sorry)

- First day of school, actually thought that the class of 5SC1 will be quiet, but it went the opposite way : it was so noisy, but I kinda like it, it wasn't as boring as the typical first classes. (Y)
- My birthday celebrated at the canteen. I knew their plan about 30 minutes before recess when weiying said she was going to pass a book to Pn Chan during recess. but still, I felt so happy and touched. =') Got scolded by a relief teacher by singing Happy Bday song before greeting her. =O
- Went to houses to get our angpows with friends! =D
- Played Mafia in class with classmates. Always wonder who killed who.
- Slept at 10pm and woke up at 2am for few months to prepare for exams. SO CRAZY.
- Went to competitions and some got prizes.
- Went to Chinese Poem Recitation Competition as a photographer, which was an excuse to skip school. HAHA
- Got chosen as a pengawas percubaan, and was put into the same room as our discipline teacher. I quit to avoid getting myself involved into unnecessary politics stuffs, and to concentrate on my studies. I don't like going into that discipline room.
- Was the head of Keselamatan dan Kecemasan for BSMM. Took care of all the first aid stuffs during Sports Day. Carried many students who were fainting after reaching the finishing line. That was a very busy day.
- Got scolded by a teacher because we didn't go up to the library after being told. Her voice was seriously high pitched and loud.
- Joined marathon for the first time in my life. And missed that surprise in KLCC lol
- Skyped with friends during CNY and my uncles and aunties thought that I was crazy as I was laughing at my laptop.
- Went to S.Lagoon and someone shouted while sitting on the roller coaster. It just started moving and a loud shout came from the back. OH and another one shouting non-stop. hhahahaha
- Went to tuitions almost everyday, mostly in PT Formula. =)
- Went to Moral tuition in Klang every Saturday and sometimes wondering why am I sitting in that classroom. "D.S." was something we would hear in every class.
- Talked about ghost stories for 3 Saturdays continuously in the car after Moral tuition.
- As usual, wrote karangans almost every week for Mr Tan's class.
- Stayed back in school to gossip. LOL
- Went to Famine 30 camp, learnt a lot, endured hunger. (Y) oh and the funny incident in Emily's car. HAHA
- Group study through Skype. hahaha
- Group study during SPM week.
- Ken's surprise party, which made him felt really surprised hahaha
- BSMM won the Marching Competition for the first time!
- Graduated in Sunway College and talked to adult friend. hahaha
- Went for the first interview in my life in Sunway College.
- Went to Sunway Pyramid after paying the registration fees for college before our SPM Chinese paper.
- Walked around S.Pyramid for almost an hour to look for food, ended up eating in Carl's Jr.
- In Popular, we went to the SPM section and simply picked up a book, flipped the page randomly and guessed which chapter it was from. Went to PMR section and realised we had forgotten most of it, so we went back to SPM. THEN, before leaving, we chose a book with different designs of houses and flipped the pages one by one. Spent more than an hour there. We even made up ghost stories by looking at the designs, and laughed like patients from mental hospital HAHAHA
- Went for my first driving lesson, fun but tiring. I hate the steering the most. hahaha
- MJ's surprise party. =D
- Cooking day! baked pasta and strawberry+orange lassi at Mayyee's house, then triple layer chocolate cake at Kaykay's house.
- Went to Mayyee's house to watch MAMA after Chinese paper for SPM.
- New Year Countdown party at Ken's house, played games with classmates and friends, drank red wine and someone got really red. Had a good time =D
- Saw snow for the first time. It's really white and freezing!
- Went to 2 Universal Studios in a month. (Y)
- Went to Lee Hom's concert. AHHHH!! <3 p="p">- Went to MTV worldstage and stood for 7 hours! JB's saliva on my face HAHAHA saw Mizz Nina, Kara and Jay Park! woohoo his abs. HAHAHA someone:"oh no! I didn't see that!" "ahh! he is doing it again!" HAHAHA
- yi zhe bu yao zhe. HAHAHAH
- had our dinner at 4pm because we had Physics seminar to attend at 5pm.
- had pizza party in my house, we ate about 22 pizzas.
- watched a 32-eps drama in 3 days with mayyee.

okay I can't think of any more events happened in 2012. Overall 2012 is a great year, we can't expect everything good to happen to us. =)
School is starting for all the primary and secondary students tomorrow.
I'm starting college next week. YAY
Happy New Year. Happy 2013!
I'm looking forward to CNY 2013. ANGPOWS!! HAHAHA

Finally got to go to a country with four seasons, and it was during winter! SNOW!
First time in my life I see snow, as white as...snow white HAHAHA
Just let the pictures tell the story hehe

Kyoto Station Tower

First restaurant after reaching Japan.

Soju. Not nice la hahahha

Group photo at the first restaurant

heh me.=)

I call this, the fat bird. aka pigeon.hahaa

I find a lot of this kind of tree in Kyoto. so pretty.

first fried chicken we ate in Japan. SO TASTY.

Me. erm I don't look nice =(

My family. =)

I like this picture a lot. picturesque eh? HAHAHA

Kinkakuji temple

FOOD

Couple taking wedding photos beside the lake. SHO NICE!

Ducks.

\Cute monkey. I didn't see it, my dad took this picture.

So sorry, I'm lazy to upload the pictures. But I've uploaded all of them in Facebook, you can go and look there. Be patient as there are 1585 photos in total. hahaha

Currently in Singapore hehehe
Happy Christmas Eve!

finished 'When Love Walked In' in 3 days.
32 episodes in 3 days.
I used to finish 16 episodes drama in 4 days. hahaha

Now listening back to the OSTs, all of them make me think about the storyline again. Sad songs almost make me cry ; happy songs make me smile.
Conclusion : this is a great drama.
HAHA

pretty Victoria, Song Qian

雅音，小雅音，小雨江，雨江

三大才子 风雨林

尚林，琼

玉茹，雅音

pictures' source - Google.

 



while watching this, I was also vibering with mayyee. Both of us were telling each other how angry/happy/sad we were.
I've donated tears to this drama. hahaha

I think I've never watch such emotional drama before, like, few episodes really make you so angry until you want to kill that character(in heart of course). hahahaha

Will there be such people in real life? What would I do if I really meet someone like this?
Hmm there's no answer unless I've met one. But I hope I won't. TOO EVIL.

Lesson learnt :
- Mont Blanc actually has many other products other than pens. HAHA
- Don't play around with fate.
- Things that don't belong to you will never belong to you.

I would like to have a group like 3+2. =)

怎么能忘 时间多长
你快乐吗 想代替你回答
你知道吗 走了好远
我才能去面对
这份牵挂 沉默伤悲
你要的不是我
心碎地失去轮廓
曾经给你的感动
只是情绪的波动
能给的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩饰不了我的笨拙
就连说话都会颤抖
我被遗忘在 你遗忘的角落

你要的不是我 - 林俊杰

my first post after SPM

HI!!!
ANNYEONG!
OHAYO!

SPM is finally over! Well, I have finished all my papers on Monday. SPM will officially end tomorrow. =)
We've been waiting for this moment for so long! Till now I still can't believe that everything is over. No more reading Sejarah, no more doing Mr Tan's BM karangans, no more going for tuitions after school, no more wearing apron-like-school-uniforms, no more listening to teachers complaining about our hair/badges. Secondary school's life has officially ended.

Stuffs I did after my Chinese paper :
- walked around school with my friends, went into 5SC1 classroom and talked about what we did in that year.
- went to mayyee's house and watched MAMA, discussed about the-big-thing. heh only she will know.
- watched 1 ep of Rooftop Prince, but it bored me 'cuz I've watched some part before.
- went for my first driving lesson in my life for 3 hours. fingers' skin peeled off a little, but it was fun.
- mayyee's bday surprise
- hahahaha idk what to type
- munjun's bday surprise
- yumcha at Ice Bowl
- watch When Love Walked In

yeah that's what I did for 1 and a half day after SPM. =D

Memories 2012 :
- going competitions and even get a prize
- going competitions for fun
- joined marathons
- had class party in my house
- my bday surprise in the canteen
- friends' bday surprise
- stayed back in school to gossip HAHA
- took pictures for school magazine
- played mafia in class
- went to Sunway Lagoon
- went to MTV worldstage and stood for 7 hours
- spoke to a Scottish lady for my Cambridge exam

too much to type out hahaha but overall 2012 is a great year. I've tried many things that I've not tried before.

2 more days and I'm going for a vacation to Japan!! I can't wait, I've always want to go to a country that has 4 seasons,especially during winter!!!
Friends and I actually planned to go somewhere and stay out, but I don't think it will happen. Time is limited and I don't think my parents let.
okay then, gonna watch my drama hahaha no la I've to live my 1 month holiday to the fullest.