HI.

yea I am not feeling good, mentally. 

so I thought blogging will make me happier.

hmm.. high school is gonna end, yesterday I imagined my days without my classmates/schoolmates. everyday I get to see my classmates,Kay,other friends, teachers in school.

after going to college, I am not gonna see them everyday like now.

every morning, I start my day by talking to whoever sitting infront of me. 

I cant do that in college as we dont have to line up. haha

It's not a bad thing, but it's like going into a new world, where we dont have to wear school uniforms, no spot checks, no penalties, no teachers warning you to cut your hair.

It is like a big part has become eternal memory, unless I have Alzheimer haha.

I am too used to these daily routine, I am sure I am going to miss these for few months.

Growing up, eh?

haha I will blog on the 31/12/12 about my 2012 life. Haha I think it is going to be interesting.

I shall go back to my books. 

12 more days to SPM

42 more days to holidays.

76 more days to college.

18 more minutes to 4pm. HAHA

byes.

어려워요, 그러나 내 힘들거야.

Hello there. Long time no blog! hehe I miss blogging too much so I decided to blog using hp. =)

SPM is reaching ohmaigosh.. I am not ready yet... in fact, I was never ready for exams. =O maybe you will think that I am lying, but it is true. sometimes I even think that the results were just my luck. Like how I get my results for UPSR PMR. but I hope luck will still be on my side...as I am trying very hard everyday.

Pratically high school life has ended now as I am not planning to go back to school except for the day where we shake hands with teachers and for SPM. I know I am being a bad student, but this is my last chance to skip school. haha I cant do that anymore in college/while working.

Studying for the whole day(not to mention concentrating haha) at home makes me sad. Sis has finished her year end examinations and she is waiting for Judgement Day. so now she watches the tv, doing everything she wants. I AM JEALOUS. hahaha

Pressure is getting more and more day by day, pressures from myself and money of course. why they only gives full scholarships to straight A+ when they dont even give A+ for Chinese for most of the students? UNFAIR.

Oh and I got my L-license, gonna start my driving lessons after SPM. but sadly I dont have aa car to drive. I am not asking for a car, just share the car will do. BUT... haih parents' thoughts are hardly understandable.

Mum's going Bandung again on Wednesday. URGHH I cant wait for the trip in December. EHERE SPM ENDED!

Btw, I have graduated from high school! haha but I kinda envy my primary friends in other high school, they could wear their robe and took pictures. We only wore for less than 5 mins. -.- and that picture taken by that photographer isnt nice.at all. pfft.

trying to control my anger. In everything.


okay then, thats all. feel happier after blogging. hehe bye!