These few days I have been wondering why didn't I be active in Sports, and now I think I sort of found out one of the reasons.

Mum used to say this to me :" be careful, don't injure your hand, later you can't play the piano anymore." Maybe this is why she doesn't really asks me to learn sports, like learn from a coach. I don't blame her, it is quite true though, but now I really want to take up a sport and learn it from a coach. I think it will be fun ;D

Went to work for the first time yesterday, the kids are so cute, I can see future handsome lads in my class HAHAHA it was tiring but quite fun too. Looking forward to the next class.(I hope so HAHA)

Gotta study now so thats all. Heh ;)

By the way, I really think that I can sense something really easily sometimes, women's instinct HAHAHA

안녕!

Hello, I am here again to blog before class haha this time it's before Maths class. ;)

Today is not a good morning, few things happened straight within half an hour.
1) snoozed alarm and continued sleeping, luckily mum woke me up.
2) few minutes I left my house, realised that I didn't bring my lab coat, ran upstairs and got it.
3) after wearing my shoes, realised that I forgot to bring hairband, took off shoes and went into my room to get it.
4) in the car,water bottle's cap not tight, water spilled out and wet my pants and shirt and my books.
5) want to sleep but someone in the car shown me a zombie photo -.- (but I still managed to sleep for a little while. :D )
6) thought I charged my phone yesterday night, but the plug wasn't working, so now my phone battery is only 32% :(

I hope there will not be any more for today.

Tired.
Feeling weird, physically and mentally.

Twitter is too open these days, so I decided to blog like I tweet HAHA. Since not many people know I blog. Just wanna spill stuffs out without people thinking that I am annoying. (SO THIS IS THE PURPOSE OF BLOGGING! HAHA)

Sometimes I am thinking, am I a burden to anyone else in this world? Like they can't wait for me to get out of their sight. if yes, I am so sorry to be a burden. I just wanna make friends that I can trust and tell them all my problems. Like an ideal best friend(like ideal gas, everything is perfect HAHA) but it seems impossible. Best friends have their lives, have their problems too. They can't handle two persons' problem at a same time, too tiring. :(

Some people are really realistic, you are smart/get good results/hardworking, they will stick to you. If not, they don't really care about you. But these aren't real friends, are they?

I don't want to isolate myself with others, like what I used to do in primary school/high school. But, you won't know what others are thinking inside their heart(or brain?). One second they are good towards you, another second they changed their attitude.

Early in the morning and I already have so much thoughts. Pfft I shall continue my Chemistry studies. TOMORROW TESTS OMG

PS: I really feel sad for not being able to go to the camp. Really.

PPS: I really thank WeiYing and KayKay for going to the camp with me when I was form 2, first camp in my life and I love going to camp since then
I wonder when can we go to camp together again. ;)

In the end, I care the most.
Wasted my time when others don't even give a poop.
Confusing myself and thinking about nonsense.
End it and learn from it, CL. ._.

HELLOOO

It's been a very long time since I last blogged. I miss blogging but, can't find the time to blog and there's always too many stuffs to blog about.

Just finished my Maths class and am waiting for 2 of my friends and then I can go home already *yay*

Many things happened in this 3+months. Thinking about career(as always), college activities, decisions, studies, exams etc. But I think I still can handle this. *claps*

Don't want to be long-winded, I have just did something I never do before in my life!
I ACTUALLY WENT FOR A BLOOD DONATION FEW DAYS AGO.
I am kinda sick now after the donation, probably because it's my first time, and they took out 450ml of blood from my body. ._. I am happy to know that my blood is healthy, but I'm not a blood-supply machine la. BUT ANYWAY, I felt so proud of myself xD

Clerance decided to switch college. I was also thinking about it but, I am really worried that I won't get all the good lecturers. I am quite lucky to have such good lecturers now in Sunway, so I don't want anything to change. I shall just study hard and get more scholarships hehehehe

I am suppose to go for a camp tomorrow, but Petronas Interview event came out so last minute-ly and I have no choice but to ask for refund for the camp. =( I took a long time to decide whether to go to this camp though. :( but this is life I guess, unexpected events pop out and you have to decide.

AND YES, I HATE MAKING DECISIONS.

so, just good luck for my interview on Saturday, not going to have high expectations.

that's all for now, going to get ready to go home and study. -.-

PS: I'm typing this in Multimedia Zone, Sunway College. feel so....awkward hahaha like everyone can see what I am typing LOL

PPS: I miss high school. A LOT.