Finally got to go to a country with four seasons, and it was during winter! SNOW!
First time in my life I see snow, as white as...snow white HAHAHA
Just let the pictures tell the story hehe

Kyoto Station Tower

First restaurant after reaching Japan.

Soju. Not nice la hahahha

Group photo at the first restaurant

heh me.=)

I call this, the fat bird. aka pigeon.hahaa

I find a lot of this kind of tree in Kyoto. so pretty.

first fried chicken we ate in Japan. SO TASTY.

Me. erm I don't look nice =(

My family. =)

I like this picture a lot. picturesque eh? HAHAHA

Kinkakuji temple

FOOD

Couple taking wedding photos beside the lake. SHO NICE!

Ducks.

\Cute monkey. I didn't see it, my dad took this picture.

So sorry, I'm lazy to upload the pictures. But I've uploaded all of them in Facebook, you can go and look there. Be patient as there are 1585 photos in total. hahaha

Currently in Singapore hehehe
Happy Christmas Eve!

finished 'When Love Walked In' in 3 days.
32 episodes in 3 days.
I used to finish 16 episodes drama in 4 days. hahaha

Now listening back to the OSTs, all of them make me think about the storyline again. Sad songs almost make me cry ; happy songs make me smile.
Conclusion : this is a great drama.
HAHA

pretty Victoria, Song Qian

雅音，小雅音，小雨江，雨江

三大才子 风雨林

尚林，琼

玉茹，雅音

pictures' source - Google.

 



while watching this, I was also vibering with mayyee. Both of us were telling each other how angry/happy/sad we were.
I've donated tears to this drama. hahaha

I think I've never watch such emotional drama before, like, few episodes really make you so angry until you want to kill that character(in heart of course). hahahaha

Will there be such people in real life? What would I do if I really meet someone like this?
Hmm there's no answer unless I've met one. But I hope I won't. TOO EVIL.

Lesson learnt :
- Mont Blanc actually has many other products other than pens. HAHA
- Don't play around with fate.
- Things that don't belong to you will never belong to you.

I would like to have a group like 3+2. =)

怎么能忘 时间多长
你快乐吗 想代替你回答
你知道吗 走了好远
我才能去面对
这份牵挂 沉默伤悲
你要的不是我
心碎地失去轮廓
曾经给你的感动
只是情绪的波动
能给的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩饰不了我的笨拙
就连说话都会颤抖
我被遗忘在 你遗忘的角落

你要的不是我 - 林俊杰

my first post after SPM

HI!!!
ANNYEONG!
OHAYO!

SPM is finally over! Well, I have finished all my papers on Monday. SPM will officially end tomorrow. =)
We've been waiting for this moment for so long! Till now I still can't believe that everything is over. No more reading Sejarah, no more doing Mr Tan's BM karangans, no more going for tuitions after school, no more wearing apron-like-school-uniforms, no more listening to teachers complaining about our hair/badges. Secondary school's life has officially ended.

Stuffs I did after my Chinese paper :
- walked around school with my friends, went into 5SC1 classroom and talked about what we did in that year.
- went to mayyee's house and watched MAMA, discussed about the-big-thing. heh only she will know.
- watched 1 ep of Rooftop Prince, but it bored me 'cuz I've watched some part before.
- went for my first driving lesson in my life for 3 hours. fingers' skin peeled off a little, but it was fun.
- mayyee's bday surprise
- hahahaha idk what to type
- munjun's bday surprise
- yumcha at Ice Bowl
- watch When Love Walked In

yeah that's what I did for 1 and a half day after SPM. =D

Memories 2012 :
- going competitions and even get a prize
- going competitions for fun
- joined marathons
- had class party in my house
- my bday surprise in the canteen
- friends' bday surprise
- stayed back in school to gossip HAHA
- took pictures for school magazine
- played mafia in class
- went to Sunway Lagoon
- went to MTV worldstage and stood for 7 hours
- spoke to a Scottish lady for my Cambridge exam

too much to type out hahaha but overall 2012 is a great year. I've tried many things that I've not tried before.

2 more days and I'm going for a vacation to Japan!! I can't wait, I've always want to go to a country that has 4 seasons,especially during winter!!!
Friends and I actually planned to go somewhere and stay out, but I don't think it will happen. Time is limited and I don't think my parents let.
okay then, gonna watch my drama hahaha no la I've to live my 1 month holiday to the fullest.

Scare.
Worry.

#mycurrentfeelings

yeah I'm. I know I don't need to freak out for this, but I just can't stop thinking about it.
maybe it's because I haven't drop to the very bottom before. Or just bottom.
maybe I shouldn't try so hard at first.
But for now, I'm really scared.

and yes, my confidence level is super low.
'cause I'm afraid that if I raise my confidence level, the reality will show me cruel stuffs.

sometimes I hope that I have the Courage of Cowardly Dog.
SIGH.

I still need time to change.This isn't good.

okay back to Physics.
toodles~

Leaning on the wall, thinking what have I did these years, what am I to the community.

I might not be someone important, just someone who is there when you need, someone who is there when you don't need but you just didn't notice, someone who needs you but you're not there.

Pathetic.
Nope.
Not at all.

God is always fair. Always. =)

okay done moaning for something that I don't know.

Happy Deepavali!
Happy Holidays!
Happy....SPM...

HI.

yea I am not feeling good, mentally. 

so I thought blogging will make me happier.

hmm.. high school is gonna end, yesterday I imagined my days without my classmates/schoolmates. everyday I get to see my classmates,Kay,other friends, teachers in school.

after going to college, I am not gonna see them everyday like now.

every morning, I start my day by talking to whoever sitting infront of me. 

I cant do that in college as we dont have to line up. haha

It's not a bad thing, but it's like going into a new world, where we dont have to wear school uniforms, no spot checks, no penalties, no teachers warning you to cut your hair.

It is like a big part has become eternal memory, unless I have Alzheimer haha.

I am too used to these daily routine, I am sure I am going to miss these for few months.

Growing up, eh?

haha I will blog on the 31/12/12 about my 2012 life. Haha I think it is going to be interesting.

I shall go back to my books. 

12 more days to SPM

42 more days to holidays.

76 more days to college.

18 more minutes to 4pm. HAHA

byes.

어려워요, 그러나 내 힘들거야.

Hello there. Long time no blog! hehe I miss blogging too much so I decided to blog using hp. =)

SPM is reaching ohmaigosh.. I am not ready yet... in fact, I was never ready for exams. =O maybe you will think that I am lying, but it is true. sometimes I even think that the results were just my luck. Like how I get my results for UPSR PMR. but I hope luck will still be on my side...as I am trying very hard everyday.

Pratically high school life has ended now as I am not planning to go back to school except for the day where we shake hands with teachers and for SPM. I know I am being a bad student, but this is my last chance to skip school. haha I cant do that anymore in college/while working.

Studying for the whole day(not to mention concentrating haha) at home makes me sad. Sis has finished her year end examinations and she is waiting for Judgement Day. so now she watches the tv, doing everything she wants. I AM JEALOUS. hahaha

Pressure is getting more and more day by day, pressures from myself and money of course. why they only gives full scholarships to straight A+ when they dont even give A+ for Chinese for most of the students? UNFAIR.

Oh and I got my L-license, gonna start my driving lessons after SPM. but sadly I dont have aa car to drive. I am not asking for a car, just share the car will do. BUT... haih parents' thoughts are hardly understandable.

Mum's going Bandung again on Wednesday. URGHH I cant wait for the trip in December. EHERE SPM ENDED!

Btw, I have graduated from high school! haha but I kinda envy my primary friends in other high school, they could wear their robe and took pictures. We only wore for less than 5 mins. -.- and that picture taken by that photographer isnt nice.at all. pfft.

trying to control my anger. In everything.


okay then, thats all. feel happier after blogging. hehe bye!

You won't know until you feel it. =)

HELLO PEOPLE. Last post was 2 months plus ago. =O I miss blogging. =)

On the 4th and 5th of August 2012, I joined Famine 30 hours. I went to Bukit Rimau's DIY camp (SABS) and yea, I've fasted for 30 hours. IT'S THIRTY HOURS. I was so amazed, I couldn't imagine that before I started fasting. I did feel hungry at some times, but, there were lots of activities to do, so they kept me distracted from hunger and food.

At first, I joined this camp because Lee Hom is coming for the countdown. But through the activities, I feel like helping those children that live in poverty, sufferring from hunger. Compared to them, we are way more lucky and yet, we don't appreciate what we have. We complain about how awful the food is; we complain how little the food people gave; we complain how ugly the appearance of the food is. But on the other side of the world, places like East Timor, Laos, Vietnam, thousands or even millions of people are devastating, the lifes they lead are way more suffocating than we thought. *guilty*

One of the activities I like is the one where we had to act out a short play on how to save Lily, a 7 year old girl who lives in East Timor. We were given different materials and we had to think of ideas and ways to make her life better. My group got 2 sunflower seeds (gua zi). While watching other groups playing their dramas, I felt so happy because Lily got people's attentions and she can be saved! And that smile on Lily's face on the recent picture she took, it's full of happiness that can't be explained through words.

I would like to join Famine 30 Hours again next year. It's a meaningful event and little donations can make a big difference to those who live in poverty.

Actually, I want to join the study tour, where you have the chance to go to these countries and meet these children in need. =)

okay, pictures time.

arriving Stadium Malawati

ocean and green land. =)

I think he looks like Teacher Gary. =)

one side of the stadium. four sides, so x4. 18000 people there. =D

blurry but, he is LEE HOM

him on the stage. (Y)

Listen to these songs while doing other things. =) they're wonderful.

改变由我开始 It Starts With Me
明天孩有希望 Tomorrow

你我童行，饥饿不再。
Hunger No More.

I'm back! =D

HELLO PEOPLE!!! I'M BACK after...2 months plus? hahaha anyways, welcome back, CL. X)

And so, I've finished my mid-term examinations. It was okay except for some subjects. However, the past is already the past, so just let it go. HAHA but I'm still scared about my results. okay nevermind, leave that until after holidays. =)

A brief summary of my life for the last 2 months : woke up at 3 a.m. , slept on my study room's table, study in my mum's room, my room, on the sofa, on the floor, controlling myself not to watch tv, switched off my handphone most of the time, deactivated facebook, slept late.

only one word to describe it : AWFUL

now that I've finished the 2-weeks-and-a-half examinations, I totally dumped my bag on the chair and plant myself on the sofa. I did some homework this morning, but very little. Just too tired of holding the pen/pencil. hahaha

so my plan is, rest fully for a week, then start studying the 2nd week. It is not after-SPM-holiday yet.

2 more days and I'm going to Bali. =) lalalalala

pictures I took just now. =)

pink flowers

myna(?) look at its leg! =D

heehee

the odd one out

ta-da-

<3

do you want to enter into this magical world? =3

=D



okay that's all. =)
shall continue with my drama.
bye

Did you ever have this thought in your mind?
'Life would be good if I were him/her'

OR

'If I were him/her, I would definitely.....'

Well, you know very well that you can't and won't be the other person.

YOU are YOU, neither HIM nor HER.

Appreciate yourself, be yourself.

People won't like you that isn't yourself.

Everyone is unique, no point being a clone of the others.

Make yourself unique, the one and only YOU.

做任何事情都不需要给别人看，做好自己的本分，得到自己的认可就很足够了。

世界上，每个人都只有一个敌人，那就是你自己。

而你的目标，就是打败你自己。

这并不容易，但不是不可能。

只要有恒心，铁杵磨成针。

=)

Lee Hom Music-Man II Live in Malaysia

Went to Lee Hom's concert yesterday night. Only one word to describe it---AWESOME!
I went to Stadium Merdeka by monorail. That reminded me of the class trip to KL last year. HAHA but this one was scarier. Those people didn't want to let the passengers inside to walk out. So some of the ang mo(s) just squeezed their way out by pushing each other. very.the.violent.

My place wasn't that bad, but still can't see Lee Hom's face clearly. And it rained when he sang 心跳. ='(  I'm kinda disappointed because he didn't sing 依然爱你, but then, since he sang so many songs, and the concert was almost 2 1/2 hours. I APPRECIATE IT.

Pictures!

dragon treble clef. =)

Stadium Merdeka. look at the crowd! O.o

it was muddy when it was raining. =/

a video before he appeared on stage. envy that girl HAHA

火力全开

十八般武艺。look! orchestra! =D

his piano! the lighting to bright..can't see his face.

back view. still bright.

TADA! the best shot already. HANDSOME AHH!!

爱因为在心中 he shook his hand with one of the little girl!! Lucky her!

SHOOO CUTE

大城小爱（清唱）

<3<3<3

Can't really remember why he laughed till like that, I think he said, "this friend helped us by not raining, I think he/she hasn't go to the toilet for a long time" LOL

despite raining, they're still high!

OH YEA! when it started raining, Lee Hom said, " The reason I came here, is to bathe!" then he smelt his body with a loud sniff. HAHA we felt so lucky because we were all bathing with him LOL

Some fan at VVIP gave him a bouquet of teddy bear+chocolate, the way he said thank you was so cute, like "terima kaseyyy". and he ate one of the chocolate infront of us. AWWWWW ahahahhaha

When he sang part of a song(remix version)--完美的互动，there're some lines of the lyrics written 跟我大声的说“我爱你”, he repeated that with different language, 我爱你（chinese），I love you(english), 사랑해*saranghae*(korean), saya cinta padamu(Malay)! and there's one time where he said in cantonese with a cute slang, ngo oi lei..HAHA love that part!

I saw lots of Homies from different countries, Taiwan, Japan, Hong Kong, Korea, Singapore... They really support Lee Hom... Lee Hom surely feel touched. =')

WATCH THIS! you won't regret.
Acapella Medley by lots of Lee Hom this is cute!
THIS IS COOL

actually I wanted to upload my own videos, but it took a long time..=(

okay, that's all for now. gotta off laptop and study! =(
BYE
LOVE YOU LEE HOM!