These few days I have been wondering why didn't I be active in Sports, and now I think I sort of found out one of the reasons.

Mum used to say this to me :" be careful, don't injure your hand, later you can't play the piano anymore." Maybe this is why she doesn't really asks me to learn sports, like learn from a coach. I don't blame her, it is quite true though, but now I really want to take up a sport and learn it from a coach. I think it will be fun ;D

Went to work for the first time yesterday, the kids are so cute, I can see future handsome lads in my class HAHAHA it was tiring but quite fun too. Looking forward to the next class.(I hope so HAHA)

Gotta study now so thats all. Heh ;)

By the way, I really think that I can sense something really easily sometimes, women's instinct HAHAHA

안녕!

Hello, I am here again to blog before class haha this time it's before Maths class. ;)

Today is not a good morning, few things happened straight within half an hour.
1) snoozed alarm and continued sleeping, luckily mum woke me up.
2) few minutes I left my house, realised that I didn't bring my lab coat, ran upstairs and got it.
3) after wearing my shoes, realised that I forgot to bring hairband, took off shoes and went into my room to get it.
4) in the car,water bottle's cap not tight, water spilled out and wet my pants and shirt and my books.
5) want to sleep but someone in the car shown me a zombie photo -.- (but I still managed to sleep for a little while. :D )
6) thought I charged my phone yesterday night, but the plug wasn't working, so now my phone battery is only 32% :(

I hope there will not be any more for today.

Tired.
Feeling weird, physically and mentally.

Twitter is too open these days, so I decided to blog like I tweet HAHA. Since not many people know I blog. Just wanna spill stuffs out without people thinking that I am annoying. (SO THIS IS THE PURPOSE OF BLOGGING! HAHA)

Sometimes I am thinking, am I a burden to anyone else in this world? Like they can't wait for me to get out of their sight. if yes, I am so sorry to be a burden. I just wanna make friends that I can trust and tell them all my problems. Like an ideal best friend(like ideal gas, everything is perfect HAHA) but it seems impossible. Best friends have their lives, have their problems too. They can't handle two persons' problem at a same time, too tiring. :(

Some people are really realistic, you are smart/get good results/hardworking, they will stick to you. If not, they don't really care about you. But these aren't real friends, are they?

I don't want to isolate myself with others, like what I used to do in primary school/high school. But, you won't know what others are thinking inside their heart(or brain?). One second they are good towards you, another second they changed their attitude.

Early in the morning and I already have so much thoughts. Pfft I shall continue my Chemistry studies. TOMORROW TESTS OMG

PS: I really feel sad for not being able to go to the camp. Really.

PPS: I really thank WeiYing and KayKay for going to the camp with me when I was form 2, first camp in my life and I love going to camp since then
I wonder when can we go to camp together again. ;)

In the end, I care the most.
Wasted my time when others don't even give a poop.
Confusing myself and thinking about nonsense.
End it and learn from it, CL. ._.

HELLOOO

It's been a very long time since I last blogged. I miss blogging but, can't find the time to blog and there's always too many stuffs to blog about.

Just finished my Maths class and am waiting for 2 of my friends and then I can go home already *yay*

Many things happened in this 3+months. Thinking about career(as always), college activities, decisions, studies, exams etc. But I think I still can handle this. *claps*

Don't want to be long-winded, I have just did something I never do before in my life!
I ACTUALLY WENT FOR A BLOOD DONATION FEW DAYS AGO.
I am kinda sick now after the donation, probably because it's my first time, and they took out 450ml of blood from my body. ._. I am happy to know that my blood is healthy, but I'm not a blood-supply machine la. BUT ANYWAY, I felt so proud of myself xD

Clerance decided to switch college. I was also thinking about it but, I am really worried that I won't get all the good lecturers. I am quite lucky to have such good lecturers now in Sunway, so I don't want anything to change. I shall just study hard and get more scholarships hehehehe

I am suppose to go for a camp tomorrow, but Petronas Interview event came out so last minute-ly and I have no choice but to ask for refund for the camp. =( I took a long time to decide whether to go to this camp though. :( but this is life I guess, unexpected events pop out and you have to decide.

AND YES, I HATE MAKING DECISIONS.

so, just good luck for my interview on Saturday, not going to have high expectations.

that's all for now, going to get ready to go home and study. -.-

PS: I'm typing this in Multimedia Zone, Sunway College. feel so....awkward hahaha like everyone can see what I am typing LOL

PPS: I miss high school. A LOT.

HI PEOPLE!

This is the first blog after I've started my college life. =D

Sunway College life :
- hectic
- busy
- tiring
- fun
- exciting
uhmm idk how to describe it actually. heh

First 2 weeks of college, we had to rush to all the classes as my previous class had about 39 students, and all of us had to attend our classes in a classroom that only has about 30 tables and chairs. That's tiring 'cuz we had to be fast to get a place.
Then, the kind management requested few of us to change group so that the number of students of that previous group will decrease. And so we did change, for the sake of management and ourselves. BUT, making new friends became a problem for me. This new group has more girls compared to the previous one, it's a good thing but they already have their own group. And, I'm not that kind of super outspoken person.(But I've changed! At least I'm more outspoken than few years back) I need more time. =) So, for few classes I sat alone, but I don't really feel lonely HAHAHA maybe it's because I'm so tired everyday and I tried to pay attention to the lecturers. So it doesn't really matter whether there's someone beside me or not. Of course, having people beside me is better la! xD

I didn't regret for taking Chemistry instead of Economics. Chemistry experiments are super awesomely fun. I love lab moments the most. It feels so magically interesting when you get that result. AHAHA I'm mixing words that makes no sense...or maybe a little sense. And with that lab coat on me, woah like doctor hahahaha.. Well I did think of becoming a doctor, but parents don't really encourage me...so yeahh...

These few days I keep thinking of my future career/university etc. I still can't be sure of what I want to be. Actuarial Science is still my first choice, I think the only reason I'm hesitating is because of the statistics of this subject draws a conclusion-DIFFICULT. I don't know whether I'm capable of doing this, but I really don't want to give up before trying. Second choice will be Kinesiology(?) hahha something like Physiology. I like Biology, but not plants. so I think this could be fun.

So, I thought of going to Canada for my degree programme, maybe University of Waterloo. haha I didn't think of going there before, but after that maths workshop by Canadian representatives, I think I will consider there. Their Co-op programme really attracts me. =D but again, $$ is a problem, so still need to do some researches about that.

Thinking of leaving Malaysia in almost a year scares me, like suddenly I'm really going out into the real world by myself. OMG I really miss those high school moments, where I need to rush to tuition centres, study in the midnight for exams, got naggings from teachers. ='(

One thing I like to do when I am walking on the canopy-daydreaming. HAHA It's like, knowing where you are walking while your mind is blank. It feels so nice and relaxing. =D

Enough of college talks hahaha

Going back to hometown tomorrow! idk why I am so excited about it, not that I get to sleep in hotels or whatever. It's gonna be hot like an oven in the afternoon and cold like freezer at night, surrounded by crickets and fat insects, slow internet connection, grandparents don't really talk to me much. But I just like it, I think. Big family bonding I guess. Or maybe I just like it because of CNY hehehe I don't know, I just can't wait for it to come. =D

I'm going to end this post here. Wish everyone Happy Chinese New Year!
恭喜发财！
세해 복 많이 받으세요!

PS: I'm starting my Korean class after CNY YAY! hehe okay bye!

Memories of 2012.

(some might repeat from the previous post. hehe sorry)

- First day of school, actually thought that the class of 5SC1 will be quiet, but it went the opposite way : it was so noisy, but I kinda like it, it wasn't as boring as the typical first classes. (Y)
- My birthday celebrated at the canteen. I knew their plan about 30 minutes before recess when weiying said she was going to pass a book to Pn Chan during recess. but still, I felt so happy and touched. =') Got scolded by a relief teacher by singing Happy Bday song before greeting her. =O
- Went to houses to get our angpows with friends! =D
- Played Mafia in class with classmates. Always wonder who killed who.
- Slept at 10pm and woke up at 2am for few months to prepare for exams. SO CRAZY.
- Went to competitions and some got prizes.
- Went to Chinese Poem Recitation Competition as a photographer, which was an excuse to skip school. HAHA
- Got chosen as a pengawas percubaan, and was put into the same room as our discipline teacher. I quit to avoid getting myself involved into unnecessary politics stuffs, and to concentrate on my studies. I don't like going into that discipline room.
- Was the head of Keselamatan dan Kecemasan for BSMM. Took care of all the first aid stuffs during Sports Day. Carried many students who were fainting after reaching the finishing line. That was a very busy day.
- Got scolded by a teacher because we didn't go up to the library after being told. Her voice was seriously high pitched and loud.
- Joined marathon for the first time in my life. And missed that surprise in KLCC lol
- Skyped with friends during CNY and my uncles and aunties thought that I was crazy as I was laughing at my laptop.
- Went to S.Lagoon and someone shouted while sitting on the roller coaster. It just started moving and a loud shout came from the back. OH and another one shouting non-stop. hhahahaha
- Went to tuitions almost everyday, mostly in PT Formula. =)
- Went to Moral tuition in Klang every Saturday and sometimes wondering why am I sitting in that classroom. "D.S." was something we would hear in every class.
- Talked about ghost stories for 3 Saturdays continuously in the car after Moral tuition.
- As usual, wrote karangans almost every week for Mr Tan's class.
- Stayed back in school to gossip. LOL
- Went to Famine 30 camp, learnt a lot, endured hunger. (Y) oh and the funny incident in Emily's car. HAHA
- Group study through Skype. hahaha
- Group study during SPM week.
- Ken's surprise party, which made him felt really surprised hahaha
- BSMM won the Marching Competition for the first time!
- Graduated in Sunway College and talked to adult friend. hahaha
- Went for the first interview in my life in Sunway College.
- Went to Sunway Pyramid after paying the registration fees for college before our SPM Chinese paper.
- Walked around S.Pyramid for almost an hour to look for food, ended up eating in Carl's Jr.
- In Popular, we went to the SPM section and simply picked up a book, flipped the page randomly and guessed which chapter it was from. Went to PMR section and realised we had forgotten most of it, so we went back to SPM. THEN, before leaving, we chose a book with different designs of houses and flipped the pages one by one. Spent more than an hour there. We even made up ghost stories by looking at the designs, and laughed like patients from mental hospital HAHAHA
- Went for my first driving lesson, fun but tiring. I hate the steering the most. hahaha
- MJ's surprise party. =D
- Cooking day! baked pasta and strawberry+orange lassi at Mayyee's house, then triple layer chocolate cake at Kaykay's house.
- Went to Mayyee's house to watch MAMA after Chinese paper for SPM.
- New Year Countdown party at Ken's house, played games with classmates and friends, drank red wine and someone got really red. Had a good time =D
- Saw snow for the first time. It's really white and freezing!
- Went to 2 Universal Studios in a month. (Y)
- Went to Lee Hom's concert. AHHHH!! <3 p="p">- Went to MTV worldstage and stood for 7 hours! JB's saliva on my face HAHAHA saw Mizz Nina, Kara and Jay Park! woohoo his abs. HAHAHA someone:"oh no! I didn't see that!" "ahh! he is doing it again!" HAHAHA
- yi zhe bu yao zhe. HAHAHAH
- had our dinner at 4pm because we had Physics seminar to attend at 5pm.
- had pizza party in my house, we ate about 22 pizzas.
- watched a 32-eps drama in 3 days with mayyee.

okay I can't think of any more events happened in 2012. Overall 2012 is a great year, we can't expect everything good to happen to us. =)
School is starting for all the primary and secondary students tomorrow.
I'm starting college next week. YAY
Happy New Year. Happy 2013!
I'm looking forward to CNY 2013. ANGPOWS!! HAHAHA