I won't let the finals kill me

Hellowww! Just came back from Physics tuition, again. I only have time to update my blog during the weekends. how sad is that. ALL BECAUSE OF THE FINALS. My greatest rival. HAHA I'm talking crap.

The past few days were not good. Very tired. Woke up early in the morning to study. I don't want to, but I'm not that smart to absorb everything after reading them once. I know my method is wrong, but I don't have time to discover a new method now. Next year I'll start from the beginning. So actually I planned to continue this until my finals start. BUT, some classmates said that I'll die early or slowly dying due to lack of sleep. I DON'T WANT TO DIE AT THE AGE OF 16! AND THE REASON OF MY DEATH IS BECAUSE OF STUDYING?! No way. My parents gave me my life and I need to use it for more meaningful purpose. Stupid SPM is not going to kill me. NEVER!
BUT
I really don't have the confidence to finish reading everything if I don't wake up early. So now, I wake up early at alternative days, and I'll make sure I have at least 6 hours of sleep. I know I'm crazy. Trying to change this bad habit. I should spend some time on other things. Those that I like, of course. =)
thanks to my friends, they scared me by using the term "death". Well, what they say were true. =)

No matter how important this exam is, my health is always the most important ones. =D

My aunt came down from S'pore today, and later we are having dinner together. YAY! I get to see my little cousin brother. I wonder if he'll cry when he see me, because everytime he'll cry whenever he saw me. and the other kor kor and jie jie also. But after some times, he will start to play with us and chuckle with cute voice. He's chubby and has spiky hair. HAHA cutie boy.

Today there will be Korean Music Wave concert @ Stadium Merdeka. At first I wanted to go, because it's Kpop, but after that, I better save that money for other stuffs. Or just wait till the band that I really love come to M'sia.

By the way, I have a new favourite band -- B1A4. thanks to kaykay.
Their group's name is based on their blood type.
nah, look at their cute, handsome faces.

Jin Young (20) blood type A -leader

CNU (20) blood type A

Baro (19) blood type B

Sandeul (19) blood type A

Gong Chan (18) blood type A -maknae

B1A4! <3

They're just incontrovertibly good-looking. (not sure whether I used it in a correct way.)
Peace.

Silly CL @,@

It's Sunday. Sunday, Smurfday, Sunday, Smurfday, Smurfsunday. HAHAHA

A very stupid+funny+lol incident happened this morning.
I woke up early as usual, and I decided to write my english essay first.
Actually I wrote half of it yesterday, the story is about performing on stage and failed and the process to success.
the problem is, I felt so tired until my eyelids keep on covering my eyeballs, so after writing one sentence, I closed the book and study physics.
then slept.
and then, HAHA I continued writing my essay, but before I start, I read the sentences that I wrote before studying physics.
" I went to America to see moon around but sadly, there wasn't one."
I ACTUALLY WROTE THIS IN MY ESSAY BOOK.
And the writing was so terrible, can read, but awful.
I don't know why. The grammar was correct. "to see the moon around" was weird.
SLEEPWRITING?!
the main point was, this has nothing to do with my story..
I laughed at myself for 1 minute. I'm still laughing until now. SO SILLY.
mum said it's because I watched The Smurfs. There's blue moon, in New York. HA maybe..but I wasn't sleeping, I was awake!!!! WHATEVER.
IT WAS JUST SO FUNNY.

haaaaa.....okay study study study. *sleepy*
later got smurfing(boring) tuition.
boo.

Happy Smurf Day! =D

Hey peeps. Just came back from the smurfing fun physics tuition.
Yes.I watched The Smurfs. It was so touching and funny. I almost cried when I watched the touching part. which part? nahh, go watch yourself. =)
by the way, I liked the part where Odile called Gargamel, Garbagemen. HAHA he was thrown into a garbage area though. =D

Yesterday was Malaysia Day, (Happy Malaysia Day!) my dad, my mum, my sis and me went to Sunway Pyramid. I didn't buy anything, just tried on some clothes and looked at the mirror and changed back my own clothes and put them back. Surprisingly, I found it kinda fun because you get to wear clothes for free! although not all of them will be yours, but that few seconds(or maybe minutes) will sometimes give me satisfaction(I don't know on what. haha).
Oh and I had dinner at T-Bowl. Everything there is related to toilet stuffs. Their food was okay, nothing special actually. Their chocolate ice cream really looks like poo. HA there's a toothbrush on their menu,too! The whole concept is cute, but if they have their own food, like they create one themselves, it will be better. haha I know I'm talking like a business consultant. sorry.

I miss watching dramas laaa... like seriously(I was about to use smurfingly..aha), these days were just books. Supposed to be. But I tweet via phone. But no dramas. =(  So when I miss watching dramas, I will play my songs in my phone, normally those OST. They made me feel better. How can I not like Kpop?! NO WAY!

I miss ICLS.

I just hope the finals will end as fast as possible. Then I can get back my sleeping time. *yawn* later got cambridge, I think I will fall asleep again. bad.

CL's list of movies :
- Johnny English
- Puss in Boots
- Happy Feet 2
- Alvin and the Chipmunks 3
to be continued

this is the one. eat shit! XD

under the table. kinda miss that black thingy, use to have it last time. =)

there was a football freestyle competition. 1 world. haha

look at those ang mo's sitting at the corner.

Jelly mooncake.

love famous amos! =P

another tweet : That awkward moment when you spell a word right, but it looks wrong so you stare at it forever questioning it's existence.

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Today chatted with my classmates about cartoons we watched when we were young.
Those conversations made me feel like watching all the cartoons again. heehee
The sad case is, I don't have cartoon channels anymore. Only BBTV. So I guess I will have to go online and watch if I really want.
I'm starting to listen to english songs again. I always listen to them when I was younger, but I changed my playlist to chinese songs and korean songs. HAHA now my friends around me are talking about english pop songs and I don't know most of them. I shall update myself. =D
Gonna bury my head into books, again. BORING.
Maybe maths/add maths will make my day better. =)

如果有一天，
我不见了，
你会想念我吗？
你会担心我吗？
还是，
我的存在
对你根本不重要？

/////dramatic///////
XD

A night at Mont Kiara

Went to a Bistro called Top Ten at Mont Kiara yesterday night. Dad's friend open that bistro. It's like a buffet, RM30 per person. The food there is okay. Saw a little kids dancing(they are good!), 6 boys beating the drum with wonderful rhythm(haha no handsome ones)..
Actually I saw a okay-looking guy, but he SMOKES and DRINKS BEER. So no matter how good-looking he is, still, OUT! hahahah okay it is not like I'm going to choose a boyfriend.
Suddenly, it rained heavily at around 11pm, the wind was super duper strong, and I felt cold until I really shivered and couldn't speak properly. But it was nice, the wind here in KK won't be that cold.
It's a nice place you know, but the houses there are expensive. Their condominiums have gym, swimming pool, badminton courts, tennis courts, bistro... haha I saw some Ang Mo(s) there. =D

Tomorrow is Monday, means need to go to school... =(

By the way, the newspaper stated that next year we only have to go school for 203 days. Lots of holidays! bahahahaa but it's my SPM year,so the holidays are not for me to enjoy, it's to study and study and study. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Saw this tweet
A pinky is small but the secrets it holds are huge.

So true right? haha!

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I hadn't on my laptop for 1 week, but it is like almost 1 month I didn't touch my laptop. haha

I had deactivated my facebook account, will only be reactivating back after my year end exam. =)

Bad News : I can't continue my korean class anymore, they changed the time to friday 7pm, but I have chinese tuition at 6pm. I thought of stopping chinese tuition and go for my korean class, but, I can't deny that chinese tuition is important and I'm not really good in it. So, I've no choice but to stop my korean class. Sad. =(

Yesterday's Friday, LAME FRIDAY! HAHA it's lame because we told and listened to lots of lame jokes. Someone else in the class, or is it me, started telling a lame joke, then slowly spreaded to the others, and... lame jokes were all around the class. Seriously, those jokes distracted me. I can't pay attention to teachers. My physics teacher scolded the whole class, scary. Sorry teacher, really didn't mean it.

I started waking up early in the morning to study. At first, I was thinking whether it is too early, because waking up 2am in the morning really spoil your health. But, more time is better than less time. I prefer studying early and read the reference book again and again to studying last minute and just get fed up when I can't memorize something. IT IS BORING, but I've no choice. To compete with so many people outside the world, I have to do this. I would say my way is wrong, this isn't the healthy and right way to study, but I really don't know how to study by using other ways. Next year I'll try a new way.

Speaking of new way, made me thought of Neway. I want to go karaoke!! Although I'm not good at singing, but it has been a long time since I went to karaoke. I miss that noisy yet fun place!
by the way, kaykay planned to watch TMHT, so.. hahaha can't wait.

Went to Kota Permai this morning for badminton game. Enjoyed it. During the last few minutes, I played with my boy schoolmates. They are really good at it. They follow the rules and counted points. haha it's fun but I hate those rules as I don't understand why must it be like that. Maybe I shall ask them some day. haha... Maybe during the holiday, I'll go there everyday. haha! I'm crazy.

Still waiting for Rachel to come back, although I didn't go KP with Rachel before, but it'll be 100% fun with her around. Kaykay told me bout the incident where she fell down beside the swimming pool, haha. Miss you Rach!

Okay, going to watch some short video clips and off for tuition.again. =(
bye~

I'm just gonna run right through the rain

I'm just gonna dance right through the pain

I just wanna feel that rhythm, feel that drum
Let my heart beat louder

Let my heart speak louder than my

HEAD HEAD HEAD HEAD

--- Louder----Charice----

Back from Ipoh

Fuuuuuhhhh.. Just came back from Mr.Tan's class, so tired..just now.. now not anymore. =)
I reached my house at 10.30pm yesterday, actually I could have reached home at 8pm or 9pm, but due to the traffic jam, so...it prolonged till that time. Well the trip to Ipoh is quite okay, I wouldn't say it's interesting, but it's not boring also.
I met mum's friends..they hadn't been seeing each other for 16 years.. so when they met, they were hugging each other tightly, the picture was so warm. Just like when we hugged Rachel @ KLIA.
then one of my mum's friend hugged me and said, "the last time I hugged you was when you were still a baby." then I was like, "haha". END. I don't know what to say, so the whole day there(half a day, to be exact) I was only smiling and laughing with the aunties, oh ya! and eating! I LOVE THEIR BLUEBERRY CHEESE CUPCAKES! They were made by the aunty's daughter, who is 19 years old.
Actually I ate only 1, then the aunty saw me finished mine, then she asked me whether I want the ones in the fridge, she said it's nicer if I eat the cold ones. HAHA I love to eat! So, I nodded my head and followed her to the fridge. And I ate the 2nd one. I was full, very full. Then I sat beside those aunties and listened to what they were chatting. Time just *shooooo* flies. It's 6.30pm and mum decided to leave Ipoh. After saying loads of goodbyes and huggings, finally we went onto the car and off to Kota Kemuning.

A mountain with marbles.. the beauty of nature..=)

Baked Spaghetti Chicken Chop with black pepper sauce. It's not delicious.. =/

I wish I have a garden as big as this. =D

there's a squirrel on the tree, can't really see it. Unless my camera is a DSLR. =)

okays, going to practise my violin.sleep.tuition.
and yay! going to Kota Permai tomorrow--badminton time! XD