Just a short summary about what I have did in 2013.
*I posted this using hp so no pictures, all words haha sorry, ignore this if you are not interested in my life hahahaha*
- Alvls Orientation
- Meeting new people and enjoy the excitement of being a college student.
- Friends surprised me by hiding in my house and waited for me to return home from violin class
- a lot of friends' bday surprises, turned out well. :D
- got my driving license \o/ after all those hours of talks ughhh
- joined Dodgeball and it turned out to be fun. Sadly I do not have transport to go for trainings already.
- joined CDC(dodgeball competition) for the first time in my life. Lost but I learnt something. Did not expect to win anything though as there were insufficient practices. We were so new to it.
- joined SVS, love it
- SMKKK Hari Anugerah, had our mini pizza party after that in Ken's house
- continued Korean Class for 2 levels. Stopped because of exams, again.
- first college term test, freaked out during chemistry test
- went to 1M4U concert, saw David Choi, Chester See and Jason Chen.
- donated blood for the first time in my life. IT WAS AWESOME HAHAHA
- uncle's wedding, travelled to Pulau Perhentian and skipped college for 4 days. Temporarily curled my hair for the first time in my life
- First SVS event was World Play Day. Other events like 8tv Showdown as a screamer,Live Great Eastern Run volunteer where we slept on the floor only for less than 2 hours, Charmaine Poo-sold cupcakes which were quite overpriced,brought sore legs home.
- Pet expo for SVS, will never forget the weird uncle who talked to us abt wasting our time doing that event.
- Met Nick Vujicic and listened to his touching experience. I cried. :(
- everyone is applying unis to the UK and I said to myself, 'I am not going to go to the UK
- went for Petronas interview instead of Alvls camp, regretted though.
- surprised Pn Sunita by going to Pusat Tuisyen Formula, Klang branch. We tried to hide but she saw us, we were all tall. Haha!
- went to 8tv Showdown, ECX WON!
- went Broga Hills with friends. Was stuck at one place, thanks to a guy who helped me. Great experience though.
- until Sept, I decided to apply UCAS, rushed the hell out of me. But still it is too costly, so just gonna try my luck.
- Alvls night. Pavlova was the best. Many awesome performances too.
- Mock exams, slightly better but Chemistry still freaked me out.
- Went out for Bah Kut Teh and then movie at Setia City Mall after first day of AS exam. LOL
- dreadfully went through 1.5 month of AS exam. Like seriously.
- went Taiwan with Phay Shian's family. FOOD, FOOD AND MORE FOOD. Second last day got rashes on my whole body, slept for 2 hours only due to serious itchiness
- 1 day trip to Malacca with the Good Ol' Bunch \o/
- having flu on New Year Eve :(
Happy New Year guys
2014, welcome! :)
Tuesday, December 31, 2013
Monday, November 18, 2013
HAIIIIIII HELLO ANNYEONG!
It has been almost 3 months since I last blogged. I do miss blogging but sometimes I am so lazy to on the laptop and sign in....I know, too lazy HAHA
I'm still in exam period, 2 more papers and I am done with AS, which will happen only next week T.T thinking about having classes after AS makes me more sad, NO MOOD. I know, A2 will be tough and we need more preparations blah blah blah, but we need HOLIDAYS.REST.PLAY.LIFE. (Sorry I just blurt out what I want hahahaha) Doing Paper 1s everyday while everyone else is having holiday is not fun. Friends graduated from their pre-U courses and getting ready to enter university next year, me, being an A-Levels student need to suffer for 6 more months. No, I don't regret taking A-Levels, just a little, depressing. :(
I AM SO EXCITED FOR THE TAIWAN TRIP AHAHAHA
After 11 months of studying and studying and studying, I appreciate more when it comes to travelling. Like, FINALLY I CAN SEE LIGHT COMING INTO MY LIFE HAHAHAHAA (sorry I know I am exaggerating) I.AM.JUST.THAT.HAPPY ;D
I miss playing dodgeball. I really do. It's not that I am good in it, but there's just this magnetic field between me and dodgeball. Maybe it's because I do not do sports when I was young, and dodgeball is my first sports that I have played in a competition, so it's like my first love(in sports) HAHA I really want to go for practices, but because of exams/transport issue, I can't. I hope I can join after my AS.
Too lazy to post pictures, and I think I shall continue with my past year papers. :(
bye blog, sorry for making you a boring blog. love you although you may hate me. <3 nbsp="" p="">love you guys(readers, if any.)
I sound so sad.
BYE =D3>
It has been almost 3 months since I last blogged. I do miss blogging but sometimes I am so lazy to on the laptop and sign in....I know, too lazy HAHA
I'm still in exam period, 2 more papers and I am done with AS, which will happen only next week T.T thinking about having classes after AS makes me more sad, NO MOOD. I know, A2 will be tough and we need more preparations blah blah blah, but we need HOLIDAYS.REST.PLAY.LIFE. (Sorry I just blurt out what I want hahahaha) Doing Paper 1s everyday while everyone else is having holiday is not fun. Friends graduated from their pre-U courses and getting ready to enter university next year, me, being an A-Levels student need to suffer for 6 more months. No, I don't regret taking A-Levels, just a little, depressing. :(
I AM SO EXCITED FOR THE TAIWAN TRIP AHAHAHA
After 11 months of studying and studying and studying, I appreciate more when it comes to travelling. Like, FINALLY I CAN SEE LIGHT COMING INTO MY LIFE HAHAHAHAA (sorry I know I am exaggerating) I.AM.JUST.THAT.HAPPY ;D
I miss playing dodgeball. I really do. It's not that I am good in it, but there's just this magnetic field between me and dodgeball. Maybe it's because I do not do sports when I was young, and dodgeball is my first sports that I have played in a competition, so it's like my first love(in sports) HAHA I really want to go for practices, but because of exams/transport issue, I can't. I hope I can join after my AS.
Too lazy to post pictures, and I think I shall continue with my past year papers. :(
bye blog, sorry for making you a boring blog. love you although you may hate me. <3 nbsp="" p="">love you guys(readers, if any.)
I sound so sad.
BYE =D3>
Thursday, August 29, 2013
Have been thinking of studying overseas, staying out of M'sia, although knowing that it is quite impossible with my family's financial status. Listening to friends saying that they are going to the UK, Australia, Canada, US etc always makes me think "lucky you." Not that I hate M'sia this much, but it is so fun and exciting if I ever get a chance to study overseas. SIGH
ok need to continue studying for my mock and AS. Screwed my mock chemistry practical. Feeling stressed up now :/
ok need to continue studying for my mock and AS. Screwed my mock chemistry practical. Feeling stressed up now :/
Thursday, August 22, 2013
Blogging in college using phone again hehe
Today I feel so tired and don't feel like doing anything, but exams and exams came and knocked me hard, asking me not to be lazy. Just had Physics practical mock exam this morning, I improves by being able to finish the experiments, but not sure about the answers haha but at least I improved!
I think by the end of today my stomach will contain a lot of bread. Due to this morning's exam,(well I didn't know it starts at 8am), I managed to eat only one bread. I finished the other one at 10.15am, which made me not to feel hungry during my lunch break. So I decided to buy bread for lunch. 4 breads. -.-
A-Levels is fun, but stressful at the same time. Now I am considering whether to take SAT or not during the end of this year. Now I realised being able to daydream is a wonderful thing to do. HAHA
Okay I shall continue revising, sigh still so sleepy. Envy the FIA-ians who are having break starting today.
TTFN.
Today I feel so tired and don't feel like doing anything, but exams and exams came and knocked me hard, asking me not to be lazy. Just had Physics practical mock exam this morning, I improves by being able to finish the experiments, but not sure about the answers haha but at least I improved!
I think by the end of today my stomach will contain a lot of bread. Due to this morning's exam,(well I didn't know it starts at 8am), I managed to eat only one bread. I finished the other one at 10.15am, which made me not to feel hungry during my lunch break. So I decided to buy bread for lunch. 4 breads. -.-
A-Levels is fun, but stressful at the same time. Now I am considering whether to take SAT or not during the end of this year. Now I realised being able to daydream is a wonderful thing to do. HAHA
Okay I shall continue revising, sigh still so sleepy. Envy the FIA-ians who are having break starting today.
TTFN.
Saturday, July 27, 2013
My first hiking experience is extremely fun hahhahaha
Went to Broga Hill yesterday, it's a trip organised by Sun-U Student Council, and since we have always wanted to plan a trip to Broga but it never work, so I have decided to join this instead hahaha
We left KK at 2.30am, Emily's dad fetch May Yee and me to college(Thanks uncle!). We left college at 3.40am and reached Broga at around 5am. The sandwich they provided is nice! The best sandwich I have ever eaten in my whole life HAHAHAA okay maybe I'm exaggerating a little, but it's really a GOOD sandwich. We then started climbing the mountain at 5.20am.
That time it's still dark so we have to hold the torchlight while hiking. After walking for a while, I felt a little tired already(hate my stamina laaa), but I didn't stop. I stopped once only to drink 100plus as I don't want to be dehydrated and topple down the hill HAHAHA
The journey to the first peak is seriously tiring. I am not confident in my own balancing skills, so I had to crawl/kneel down/grab trees/rope to go up the slopes.
NOW THIS PART.
There's one part where it is really slippery, no rocks/rough part to step on, and yes, I was stuck there. I turned behind and realised there were lots of people were behind me, I felt so bad for causing the traffic but I really couldn't climb up. Then there's one female infront of me, she used her torchlight and asked me, "can you see?" I was like, "I can see but I can't go up." I was really panic that time hahaha
THEN
I saw a hand appeared infront of me, I looked up, a guy with his face glowing(due to his torchlight HAHA) asking me to hold onto him(AWWWW AHAHAHHA) And then I did. I was worry that I would pull him down but luckily I did not. After going up that slope, I thanked him sincerely and continued my journey. JUST WANT TO SAY, that unknown guy was like an angel at that time with glowing face, I don't know what will happen if no one is there to pull me up. THANK YOU! :D
after reaching the first peak, we rested there for quite a long time. We didn't know that there would be so many people continuing to the second/third/fourth peak AHAHA then we finally decided to continue to the third peak when it's around 7am+. Wanted to go to the fourth peak but worried that the time was not enough. :( but anyhow, we still felt happy and satisfied with our accomplishment as a first-timer.
Going down the hill is another challenge. You know, I'm tall, centre of gravity is so high that makes me felt unstable. I was so scared that I would slipped and roll down the hill HAHAHA(vivid imagination eh?) so I went down as slow as a turtle, making MayYee, Zhi Jie and Sze Phing waited for me. All of them are so kind, they offered me help and kept on motivating me. I FEEL SO LOVED HAHAHAH I didn't know that Zhi Jie is quite strong. I held on his shoulder/arm when I went down few slopes. Glad that I didn't push him down the hill HAHAHA
Overall this trip is fun la! OH AND EMILY AND HER FRIENDS WENT UP ALL THE WAY TO THE 4TH PEAK *CLAPS* SO PROUD OF THEM AHHAHAHA
Hope to go again with friends hahaha must invite some of the strong guys to go to pull us up if we can't. HAHA
Pictures time!
Went to Broga Hill yesterday, it's a trip organised by Sun-U Student Council, and since we have always wanted to plan a trip to Broga but it never work, so I have decided to join this instead hahaha
We left KK at 2.30am, Emily's dad fetch May Yee and me to college(Thanks uncle!). We left college at 3.40am and reached Broga at around 5am. The sandwich they provided is nice! The best sandwich I have ever eaten in my whole life HAHAHAA okay maybe I'm exaggerating a little, but it's really a GOOD sandwich. We then started climbing the mountain at 5.20am.
That time it's still dark so we have to hold the torchlight while hiking. After walking for a while, I felt a little tired already(hate my stamina laaa), but I didn't stop. I stopped once only to drink 100plus as I don't want to be dehydrated and topple down the hill HAHAHA
The journey to the first peak is seriously tiring. I am not confident in my own balancing skills, so I had to crawl/kneel down/grab trees/rope to go up the slopes.
NOW THIS PART.
There's one part where it is really slippery, no rocks/rough part to step on, and yes, I was stuck there. I turned behind and realised there were lots of people were behind me, I felt so bad for causing the traffic but I really couldn't climb up. Then there's one female infront of me, she used her torchlight and asked me, "can you see?" I was like, "I can see but I can't go up." I was really panic that time hahaha
THEN
I saw a hand appeared infront of me, I looked up, a guy with his face glowing(due to his torchlight HAHA) asking me to hold onto him(AWWWW AHAHAHHA) And then I did. I was worry that I would pull him down but luckily I did not. After going up that slope, I thanked him sincerely and continued my journey. JUST WANT TO SAY, that unknown guy was like an angel at that time with glowing face, I don't know what will happen if no one is there to pull me up. THANK YOU! :D
after reaching the first peak, we rested there for quite a long time. We didn't know that there would be so many people continuing to the second/third/fourth peak AHAHA then we finally decided to continue to the third peak when it's around 7am+. Wanted to go to the fourth peak but worried that the time was not enough. :( but anyhow, we still felt happy and satisfied with our accomplishment as a first-timer.
Going down the hill is another challenge. You know, I'm tall, centre of gravity is so high that makes me felt unstable. I was so scared that I would slipped and roll down the hill HAHAHA(vivid imagination eh?) so I went down as slow as a turtle, making MayYee, Zhi Jie and Sze Phing waited for me. All of them are so kind, they offered me help and kept on motivating me. I FEEL SO LOVED HAHAHAH I didn't know that Zhi Jie is quite strong. I held on his shoulder/arm when I went down few slopes. Glad that I didn't push him down the hill HAHAHA
Overall this trip is fun la! OH AND EMILY AND HER FRIENDS WENT UP ALL THE WAY TO THE 4TH PEAK *CLAPS* SO PROUD OF THEM AHHAHAHA
Hope to go again with friends hahaha must invite some of the strong guys to go to pull us up if we can't. HAHA
Pictures time!
We can still see the moon when we reached the first peak. :D |
The night-morning sky |
WAIT FOR IT |
WELCOME, THE SUN! |
that is the first peak, took this when I was on the third peak. |
first peak full with ant-like human ahhaha |
LOVE THIS. |
May Yee and me |
We set foot on the rock! |
May, Me and Zhi Jie |
Me taking picture of Zhi Jie taking picture of Sze Phing and Yong Quan. |
Us in da bus |
寂寞的背影 HAHAHA credits:May |
Me, Emily(after coming down to 3rd peak from 4th peak HAHA) and May. |
heehee HALO? credits to May |
May, Me, Yong Quan, Sze Phing and Zhi Jie |
Me and Sze Phing |
Zhi Jie and me. |
wanted to do the jump shot but failed. so ended up like this HAHAHAHA |
erhhh product? HAHAHA had this with May @ Delicious |
Wednesday, June 12, 2013
Monday, June 10, 2013
Just a quick post as I feel like blogging now haha.
SO, I just came back from dodgeball practice. It was tiring, but fun.
Maybe because I am not into sports last time, I didn't know that playing sports is so exciting HAHA
Especially when you are in a group, it feels so nice when you found team work in a team. =D
I am not really good in dodgeball but I will continue learning and try to master it.
I don't care whether I have sports genes in my blood or something HAHA just going to have fun while I can.
Whenever I practice for dodgeball, I will think about this, "why are the girls not here yet?" 'Cuz I will need to practice with my male friends if the girls are not there. I am not being sexist and I don't mind practicing with guys, just a bit more painful but I will learn more(to endure more maybe? :P) Can't blame them for throwing hard as they need to practice as well. Sometimes I just wish I can throw as hard as them.
Today there're only 3 girls including me. I feel so noob omg the other two are so pro. I envy the way they catch/dodge, SO COOL. I have to learn from them! HAHA
After the Perhentian trip, I feel like learning volleyball even more HAHA
So many things I want to do but not enough time. SIGH
PS : will post my uncle's wedding and Perhentian trip soon. When I finished studying what I have missed in the four days.
SO, I just came back from dodgeball practice. It was tiring, but fun.
Maybe because I am not into sports last time, I didn't know that playing sports is so exciting HAHA
Especially when you are in a group, it feels so nice when you found team work in a team. =D
I am not really good in dodgeball but I will continue learning and try to master it.
I don't care whether I have sports genes in my blood or something HAHA just going to have fun while I can.
Whenever I practice for dodgeball, I will think about this, "why are the girls not here yet?" 'Cuz I will need to practice with my male friends if the girls are not there. I am not being sexist and I don't mind practicing with guys, just a bit more painful but I will learn more(to endure more maybe? :P) Can't blame them for throwing hard as they need to practice as well. Sometimes I just wish I can throw as hard as them.
Today there're only 3 girls including me. I feel so noob omg the other two are so pro. I envy the way they catch/dodge, SO COOL. I have to learn from them! HAHA
After the Perhentian trip, I feel like learning volleyball even more HAHA
So many things I want to do but not enough time. SIGH
PS : will post my uncle's wedding and Perhentian trip soon. When I finished studying what I have missed in the four days.
Wednesday, May 29, 2013
Hmm I don't like to have the feeling that I am the only ones who cares/remembers.
It feels like everyone has abandoned it, threw it away like a rubbish, and there is only me who treasure it like gold.
And when you talk about it, no one cares. They are like, mehh that's nothing.
Weather changes, people change, you change, I change, too.
At one time you thought you know him/her well.
Now, you barely can understand what is hidden in their words.
At one time, he/she used to talk to you(not chatting,like ask about stuffs that they want to know about you).
Now, he/she doesn't even say HI to you when they saw you.
At one time, he/she was the friend whom you talked to the most.
Now, both of you are like strangers.
Stepping into college life makes me realise that making good friends isn't easy as you grow up. It isn't impossible, but just not easy.
Nick Vujicic says to love everyone in your life. I am trying. :D
Love doesn't mean giving hugs/kisses, it is just giving and taking, and also putting yourselves in their shoes.
(Okiambeingsoidkwhattodescribemyselfsoishalljuststop)
Continue studying. :)
It feels like everyone has abandoned it, threw it away like a rubbish, and there is only me who treasure it like gold.
And when you talk about it, no one cares. They are like, mehh that's nothing.
Weather changes, people change, you change, I change, too.
At one time you thought you know him/her well.
Now, you barely can understand what is hidden in their words.
At one time, he/she used to talk to you(not chatting,like ask about stuffs that they want to know about you).
Now, he/she doesn't even say HI to you when they saw you.
At one time, he/she was the friend whom you talked to the most.
Now, both of you are like strangers.
Stepping into college life makes me realise that making good friends isn't easy as you grow up. It isn't impossible, but just not easy.
Nick Vujicic says to love everyone in your life. I am trying. :D
Love doesn't mean giving hugs/kisses, it is just giving and taking, and also putting yourselves in their shoes.
(Okiambeingsoidkwhattodescribemyselfsoishalljuststop)
Continue studying. :)
Thursday, May 23, 2013
Stayed at home today instead of going to college.
Did nothing except watching tv and lying down.
Oh wait I wrapped my books! (Like finally)
Lying down on the sofa, doing nothing makes me feel good, it's not boring, it's relaxing. :)
Dad:"later if you are free, vacuum the floor since the kakaks are not coming this week, then I mop the floor at night. Ok?"
Me:"yeah okay."
Dad:"you know how to use the vacuum cleaner ornot?"
HAHA COME ON DAD. ofc I do!
"When was the last time your dad says 'I am so proud of you'?"
Hmm he never did? Or maybe, they never did.
They are happy when I achieved something, but they didn't really say that.
Am I asking too much if I want them to just praise me and give me a hug, instead of just 'wahh so clever' and period? Idk why but it feels like they are just 敷衍-ing me. Sighh :(
Once something has happened frequently, has it become a routine as well?
I shouldn't be sad on these little things right? So what if no one acknowledges me?
I know. God knows. That's enough. :)
Still have got lots more to learn.
Life.
Love.Intelligence.Faith.Enthusiasism.
Ok I just simply made that out. Hahah
Off to vacuuming the floor! Vrooommmmm xD
Did nothing except watching tv and lying down.
Oh wait I wrapped my books! (Like finally)
Lying down on the sofa, doing nothing makes me feel good, it's not boring, it's relaxing. :)
Dad:"later if you are free, vacuum the floor since the kakaks are not coming this week, then I mop the floor at night. Ok?"
Me:"yeah okay."
Dad:"you know how to use the vacuum cleaner ornot?"
HAHA COME ON DAD. ofc I do!
"When was the last time your dad says 'I am so proud of you'?"
Hmm he never did? Or maybe, they never did.
They are happy when I achieved something, but they didn't really say that.
Am I asking too much if I want them to just praise me and give me a hug, instead of just 'wahh so clever' and period? Idk why but it feels like they are just 敷衍-ing me. Sighh :(
Once something has happened frequently, has it become a routine as well?
I shouldn't be sad on these little things right? So what if no one acknowledges me?
I know. God knows. That's enough. :)
Still have got lots more to learn.
Life.
Love.Intelligence.Faith.Enthusiasism.
Ok I just simply made that out. Hahah
Off to vacuuming the floor! Vrooommmmm xD
Wednesday, May 22, 2013
"I perfectly love the imperfect me." -Nick Vujicic
Nick was in Sunway campus just now and gave a talk in the University Hall, Sunway College. :)
I never thought that I will cry/get teary while listening to his talk. I tried to not let my tears roll down as I was in college, haha I shy. xD but my tears just rolled down as he was giving the talk.
These are some of what Nick had said and some made my eyes got teary.
-What is the purpose of teasing people? 80% of the people in this hall thought of commiting suicide because of other people looking down on them. So what is the strength of teasing others? There is a chance that they suicide because you teased them.
-I don't live to die, that's such a waste. I want to raise people up, not look down on people.
-When was the last time hearing your dad said 'I am so proud of you?'
-'Your parents will be much more happier if you don't exist.' '...you are a burden to them'
-there was this girl who told me "I just want to tell you that you are looking good today." This made my day and she was the reason for me to be strong, knowing that there is at least one person to be there for me. A reason to not just live to die, but to live life to the fullest.
There are more but I can't remember them for now.
Overall the talk was really good. I really salute to him and admire his determination. It is not easy to live in his world, but he made it. *big claps*
I even bought his books after I saw the booth, I think that it is worth it :)
Time to live life in a better way. Hehe
Nick was in Sunway campus just now and gave a talk in the University Hall, Sunway College. :)
I never thought that I will cry/get teary while listening to his talk. I tried to not let my tears roll down as I was in college, haha I shy. xD but my tears just rolled down as he was giving the talk.
These are some of what Nick had said and some made my eyes got teary.
-What is the purpose of teasing people? 80% of the people in this hall thought of commiting suicide because of other people looking down on them. So what is the strength of teasing others? There is a chance that they suicide because you teased them.
-I don't live to die, that's such a waste. I want to raise people up, not look down on people.
-When was the last time hearing your dad said 'I am so proud of you?'
-'Your parents will be much more happier if you don't exist.' '...you are a burden to them'
-there was this girl who told me "I just want to tell you that you are looking good today." This made my day and she was the reason for me to be strong, knowing that there is at least one person to be there for me. A reason to not just live to die, but to live life to the fullest.
There are more but I can't remember them for now.
Overall the talk was really good. I really salute to him and admire his determination. It is not easy to live in his world, but he made it. *big claps*
I even bought his books after I saw the booth, I think that it is worth it :)
Time to live life in a better way. Hehe
Monday, May 20, 2013
Saturday, May 18, 2013
So someone actually reads my blog occasionally HAHAHA (yes I am talking about you)
Just finished my semester exams, and I am quite certain that it will be bad. Real bad. This makes me so sad but at the same time motivated me to study harder. :)
Holiday starts but I can't really go out with friends like in high school. All of us have different holidays on different days. SIGH :( really want to go out with them but... what can I do?
Watched Ah Boys to Men(pt 1 and 2) yesterday. IT WAS GREAT! so touching and funny and meaningful. Really cannot stop laughing while watching it. Jack Neo (Y)
I am typing this with a hungry stomach so I shall eat my dinner now.
BUH BYE.
Certainly gonna blog during this sem break hehehe
Just finished my semester exams, and I am quite certain that it will be bad. Real bad. This makes me so sad but at the same time motivated me to study harder. :)
Holiday starts but I can't really go out with friends like in high school. All of us have different holidays on different days. SIGH :( really want to go out with them but... what can I do?
Watched Ah Boys to Men(pt 1 and 2) yesterday. IT WAS GREAT! so touching and funny and meaningful. Really cannot stop laughing while watching it. Jack Neo (Y)
I am typing this with a hungry stomach so I shall eat my dinner now.
BUH BYE.
Certainly gonna blog during this sem break hehehe
Saturday, May 11, 2013
Sometimes, it is not that I take jokes too seriously, nor I am very narrow-hearted(?), but everything has a limit. You wanna tease me for fun, I don't mind because I do that too(ofc to close friends), but don't judge my personality if you don't know me well. Judge yourself, or just go and study law if you like to judge so much.
I am not the old me anymore, I won't keep quiet if I really can't stand it. If I am unhappy, I will tell straight in your face. So if I don't, that means I don't really mind. If I do, you don't get angry because it will be better than keeping it in my heart and smile fakely infront of you.
#badmood
I am not the old me anymore, I won't keep quiet if I really can't stand it. If I am unhappy, I will tell straight in your face. So if I don't, that means I don't really mind. If I do, you don't get angry because it will be better than keeping it in my heart and smile fakely infront of you.
#badmood
Wednesday, May 1, 2013
Believe.
It's a strong word.
Strong enough to either knock someone down or lift someone up.
Maybe, I am trying to look for someone to believe me.
Believe that I am capable of doing something.
But for that to work, I have to put in a lot of effort.
A lot.
These days I just have the urge to do volunteering jobs, and also sports. Heh I have changed. For the better. ;D
But I hope I can balance them with my studies.
It's a strong word.
Strong enough to either knock someone down or lift someone up.
Maybe, I am trying to look for someone to believe me.
Believe that I am capable of doing something.
But for that to work, I have to put in a lot of effort.
A lot.
These days I just have the urge to do volunteering jobs, and also sports. Heh I have changed. For the better. ;D
But I hope I can balance them with my studies.
Monday, April 29, 2013
These few days I have been wondering why didn't I be active in Sports, and now I think I sort of found out one of the reasons.
Mum used to say this to me :" be careful, don't injure your hand, later you can't play the piano anymore." Maybe this is why she doesn't really asks me to learn sports, like learn from a coach. I don't blame her, it is quite true though, but now I really want to take up a sport and learn it from a coach. I think it will be fun ;D
Went to work for the first time yesterday, the kids are so cute, I can see future handsome lads in my class HAHAHA it was tiring but quite fun too. Looking forward to the next class.(I hope so HAHA)
Gotta study now so thats all. Heh ;)
By the way, I really think that I can sense something really easily sometimes, women's instinct HAHAHA
안녕!
Mum used to say this to me :" be careful, don't injure your hand, later you can't play the piano anymore." Maybe this is why she doesn't really asks me to learn sports, like learn from a coach. I don't blame her, it is quite true though, but now I really want to take up a sport and learn it from a coach. I think it will be fun ;D
Went to work for the first time yesterday, the kids are so cute, I can see future handsome lads in my class HAHAHA it was tiring but quite fun too. Looking forward to the next class.(I hope so HAHA)
Gotta study now so thats all. Heh ;)
By the way, I really think that I can sense something really easily sometimes, women's instinct HAHAHA
안녕!
Wednesday, April 17, 2013
Hello, I am here again to blog before class haha this time it's before Maths class. ;)
Today is not a good morning, few things happened straight within half an hour.
1) snoozed alarm and continued sleeping, luckily mum woke me up.
2) few minutes I left my house, realised that I didn't bring my lab coat, ran upstairs and got it.
3) after wearing my shoes, realised that I forgot to bring hairband, took off shoes and went into my room to get it.
4) in the car,water bottle's cap not tight, water spilled out and wet my pants and shirt and my books.
5) want to sleep but someone in the car shown me a zombie photo -.- (but I still managed to sleep for a little while. :D )
6) thought I charged my phone yesterday night, but the plug wasn't working, so now my phone battery is only 32% :(
I hope there will not be any more for today.
Tired.
Feeling weird, physically and mentally.
Today is not a good morning, few things happened straight within half an hour.
1) snoozed alarm and continued sleeping, luckily mum woke me up.
2) few minutes I left my house, realised that I didn't bring my lab coat, ran upstairs and got it.
3) after wearing my shoes, realised that I forgot to bring hairband, took off shoes and went into my room to get it.
4) in the car,water bottle's cap not tight, water spilled out and wet my pants and shirt and my books.
5) want to sleep but someone in the car shown me a zombie photo -.- (but I still managed to sleep for a little while. :D )
6) thought I charged my phone yesterday night, but the plug wasn't working, so now my phone battery is only 32% :(
I hope there will not be any more for today.
Tired.
Feeling weird, physically and mentally.
Monday, April 15, 2013
Twitter is too open these days, so I decided to blog like I tweet HAHA. Since not many people know I blog. Just wanna spill stuffs out without people thinking that I am annoying. (SO THIS IS THE PURPOSE OF BLOGGING! HAHA)
Sometimes I am thinking, am I a burden to anyone else in this world? Like they can't wait for me to get out of their sight. if yes, I am so sorry to be a burden. I just wanna make friends that I can trust and tell them all my problems. Like an ideal best friend(like ideal gas, everything is perfect HAHA) but it seems impossible. Best friends have their lives, have their problems too. They can't handle two persons' problem at a same time, too tiring. :(
Some people are really realistic, you are smart/get good results/hardworking, they will stick to you. If not, they don't really care about you. But these aren't real friends, are they?
I don't want to isolate myself with others, like what I used to do in primary school/high school. But, you won't know what others are thinking inside their heart(or brain?). One second they are good towards you, another second they changed their attitude.
Early in the morning and I already have so much thoughts. Pfft I shall continue my Chemistry studies. TOMORROW TESTS OMG
PS: I really feel sad for not being able to go to the camp. Really.
PPS: I really thank WeiYing and KayKay for going to the camp with me when I was form 2, first camp in my life and I love going to camp since then
I wonder when can we go to camp together again. ;)
Sometimes I am thinking, am I a burden to anyone else in this world? Like they can't wait for me to get out of their sight. if yes, I am so sorry to be a burden. I just wanna make friends that I can trust and tell them all my problems. Like an ideal best friend(like ideal gas, everything is perfect HAHA) but it seems impossible. Best friends have their lives, have their problems too. They can't handle two persons' problem at a same time, too tiring. :(
Some people are really realistic, you are smart/get good results/hardworking, they will stick to you. If not, they don't really care about you. But these aren't real friends, are they?
I don't want to isolate myself with others, like what I used to do in primary school/high school. But, you won't know what others are thinking inside their heart(or brain?). One second they are good towards you, another second they changed their attitude.
Early in the morning and I already have so much thoughts. Pfft I shall continue my Chemistry studies. TOMORROW TESTS OMG
PS: I really feel sad for not being able to go to the camp. Really.
PPS: I really thank WeiYing and KayKay for going to the camp with me when I was form 2, first camp in my life and I love going to camp since then
I wonder when can we go to camp together again. ;)
Thursday, April 11, 2013
HELLOOO
It's been a very long time since I last blogged. I miss blogging but, can't find the time to blog and there's always too many stuffs to blog about.
Just finished my Maths class and am waiting for 2 of my friends and then I can go home already *yay*
Many things happened in this 3+months. Thinking about career(as always), college activities, decisions, studies, exams etc. But I think I still can handle this. *claps*
Don't want to be long-winded, I have just did something I never do before in my life!
I ACTUALLY WENT FOR A BLOOD DONATION FEW DAYS AGO.
I am kinda sick now after the donation, probably because it's my first time, and they took out 450ml of blood from my body. ._. I am happy to know that my blood is healthy, but I'm not a blood-supply machine la. BUT ANYWAY, I felt so proud of myself xD
Clerance decided to switch college. I was also thinking about it but, I am really worried that I won't get all the good lecturers. I am quite lucky to have such good lecturers now in Sunway, so I don't want anything to change. I shall just study hard and get more scholarships hehehehe
I am suppose to go for a camp tomorrow, but Petronas Interview event came out so last minute-ly and I have no choice but to ask for refund for the camp. =( I took a long time to decide whether to go to this camp though. :( but this is life I guess, unexpected events pop out and you have to decide.
AND YES, I HATE MAKING DECISIONS.
so, just good luck for my interview on Saturday, not going to have high expectations.
that's all for now, going to get ready to go home and study. -.-
PS: I'm typing this in Multimedia Zone, Sunway College. feel so....awkward hahaha like everyone can see what I am typing LOL
PPS: I miss high school. A LOT.
It's been a very long time since I last blogged. I miss blogging but, can't find the time to blog and there's always too many stuffs to blog about.
Just finished my Maths class and am waiting for 2 of my friends and then I can go home already *yay*
Many things happened in this 3+months. Thinking about career(as always), college activities, decisions, studies, exams etc. But I think I still can handle this. *claps*
Don't want to be long-winded, I have just did something I never do before in my life!
I ACTUALLY WENT FOR A BLOOD DONATION FEW DAYS AGO.
I am kinda sick now after the donation, probably because it's my first time, and they took out 450ml of blood from my body. ._. I am happy to know that my blood is healthy, but I'm not a blood-supply machine la. BUT ANYWAY, I felt so proud of myself xD
Clerance decided to switch college. I was also thinking about it but, I am really worried that I won't get all the good lecturers. I am quite lucky to have such good lecturers now in Sunway, so I don't want anything to change. I shall just study hard and get more scholarships hehehehe
I am suppose to go for a camp tomorrow, but Petronas Interview event came out so last minute-ly and I have no choice but to ask for refund for the camp. =( I took a long time to decide whether to go to this camp though. :( but this is life I guess, unexpected events pop out and you have to decide.
AND YES, I HATE MAKING DECISIONS.
so, just good luck for my interview on Saturday, not going to have high expectations.
that's all for now, going to get ready to go home and study. -.-
PS: I'm typing this in Multimedia Zone, Sunway College. feel so....awkward hahaha like everyone can see what I am typing LOL
PPS: I miss high school. A LOT.
Thursday, February 7, 2013
HI PEOPLE!
This is the first blog after I've started my college life. =D
Sunway College life :
- hectic
- busy
- tiring
- fun
- exciting
uhmm idk how to describe it actually. heh
First 2 weeks of college, we had to rush to all the classes as my previous class had about 39 students, and all of us had to attend our classes in a classroom that only has about 30 tables and chairs. That's tiring 'cuz we had to be fast to get a place.
Then, the kind management requested few of us to change group so that the number of students of that previous group will decrease. And so we did change, for the sake of management and ourselves. BUT, making new friends became a problem for me. This new group has more girls compared to the previous one, it's a good thing but they already have their own group. And, I'm not that kind of super outspoken person.(But I've changed! At least I'm more outspoken than few years back) I need more time. =) So, for few classes I sat alone, but I don't really feel lonely HAHAHA maybe it's because I'm so tired everyday and I tried to pay attention to the lecturers. So it doesn't really matter whether there's someone beside me or not. Of course, having people beside me is better la! xD
I didn't regret for taking Chemistry instead of Economics. Chemistry experiments are super awesomely fun. I love lab moments the most. It feels so magically interesting when you get that result. AHAHA I'm mixing words that makes no sense...or maybe a little sense. And with that lab coat on me, woah like doctor hahahaha.. Well I did think of becoming a doctor, but parents don't really encourage me...so yeahh...
These few days I keep thinking of my future career/university etc. I still can't be sure of what I want to be. Actuarial Science is still my first choice, I think the only reason I'm hesitating is because of the statistics of this subject draws a conclusion-DIFFICULT. I don't know whether I'm capable of doing this, but I really don't want to give up before trying. Second choice will be Kinesiology(?) hahha something like Physiology. I like Biology, but not plants. so I think this could be fun.
So, I thought of going to Canada for my degree programme, maybe University of Waterloo. haha I didn't think of going there before, but after that maths workshop by Canadian representatives, I think I will consider there. Their Co-op programme really attracts me. =D but again, $$ is a problem, so still need to do some researches about that.
Thinking of leaving Malaysia in almost a year scares me, like suddenly I'm really going out into the real world by myself. OMG I really miss those high school moments, where I need to rush to tuition centres, study in the midnight for exams, got naggings from teachers. ='(
One thing I like to do when I am walking on the canopy-daydreaming. HAHA It's like, knowing where you are walking while your mind is blank. It feels so nice and relaxing. =D
Enough of college talks hahaha
Going back to hometown tomorrow! idk why I am so excited about it, not that I get to sleep in hotels or whatever. It's gonna be hot like an oven in the afternoon and cold like freezer at night, surrounded by crickets and fat insects, slow internet connection, grandparents don't really talk to me much. But I just like it, I think. Big family bonding I guess. Or maybe I just like it because of CNY hehehe I don't know, I just can't wait for it to come. =D
I'm going to end this post here. Wish everyone Happy Chinese New Year!
恭喜发财!
세해 복 많이 받으세요!
PS: I'm starting my Korean class after CNY YAY! hehe okay bye!
This is the first blog after I've started my college life. =D
Sunway College life :
- hectic
- busy
- tiring
- fun
- exciting
uhmm idk how to describe it actually. heh
First 2 weeks of college, we had to rush to all the classes as my previous class had about 39 students, and all of us had to attend our classes in a classroom that only has about 30 tables and chairs. That's tiring 'cuz we had to be fast to get a place.
Then, the kind management requested few of us to change group so that the number of students of that previous group will decrease. And so we did change, for the sake of management and ourselves. BUT, making new friends became a problem for me. This new group has more girls compared to the previous one, it's a good thing but they already have their own group. And, I'm not that kind of super outspoken person.(But I've changed! At least I'm more outspoken than few years back) I need more time. =) So, for few classes I sat alone, but I don't really feel lonely HAHAHA maybe it's because I'm so tired everyday and I tried to pay attention to the lecturers. So it doesn't really matter whether there's someone beside me or not. Of course, having people beside me is better la! xD
I didn't regret for taking Chemistry instead of Economics. Chemistry experiments are super awesomely fun. I love lab moments the most. It feels so magically interesting when you get that result. AHAHA I'm mixing words that makes no sense...or maybe a little sense. And with that lab coat on me, woah like doctor hahahaha.. Well I did think of becoming a doctor, but parents don't really encourage me...so yeahh...
These few days I keep thinking of my future career/university etc. I still can't be sure of what I want to be. Actuarial Science is still my first choice, I think the only reason I'm hesitating is because of the statistics of this subject draws a conclusion-DIFFICULT. I don't know whether I'm capable of doing this, but I really don't want to give up before trying. Second choice will be Kinesiology(?) hahha something like Physiology. I like Biology, but not plants. so I think this could be fun.
So, I thought of going to Canada for my degree programme, maybe University of Waterloo. haha I didn't think of going there before, but after that maths workshop by Canadian representatives, I think I will consider there. Their Co-op programme really attracts me. =D but again, $$ is a problem, so still need to do some researches about that.
Thinking of leaving Malaysia in almost a year scares me, like suddenly I'm really going out into the real world by myself. OMG I really miss those high school moments, where I need to rush to tuition centres, study in the midnight for exams, got naggings from teachers. ='(
One thing I like to do when I am walking on the canopy-daydreaming. HAHA It's like, knowing where you are walking while your mind is blank. It feels so nice and relaxing. =D
Enough of college talks hahaha
Going back to hometown tomorrow! idk why I am so excited about it, not that I get to sleep in hotels or whatever. It's gonna be hot like an oven in the afternoon and cold like freezer at night, surrounded by crickets and fat insects, slow internet connection, grandparents don't really talk to me much. But I just like it, I think. Big family bonding I guess. Or maybe I just like it because of CNY hehehe I don't know, I just can't wait for it to come. =D
I'm going to end this post here. Wish everyone Happy Chinese New Year!
恭喜发财!
세해 복 많이 받으세요!
PS: I'm starting my Korean class after CNY YAY! hehe okay bye!
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
Memories of 2012.
(some might repeat from the previous post. hehe sorry)
- First day of school, actually thought that the class of 5SC1 will be quiet, but it went the opposite way : it was so noisy, but I kinda like it, it wasn't as boring as the typical first classes. (Y)
- My birthday celebrated at the canteen. I knew their plan about 30 minutes before recess when weiying said she was going to pass a book to Pn Chan during recess. but still, I felt so happy and touched. =') Got scolded by a relief teacher by singing Happy Bday song before greeting her. =O
- Went to houses to get our angpows with friends! =D
- Played Mafia in class with classmates. Always wonder who killed who.
- Slept at 10pm and woke up at 2am for few months to prepare for exams. SO CRAZY.
- Went to competitions and some got prizes.
- Went to Chinese Poem Recitation Competition as a photographer, which was an excuse to skip school. HAHA
- Got chosen as a pengawas percubaan, and was put into the same room as our discipline teacher. I quit to avoid getting myself involved into unnecessary politics stuffs, and to concentrate on my studies. I don't like going into that discipline room.
- Was the head of Keselamatan dan Kecemasan for BSMM. Took care of all the first aid stuffs during Sports Day. Carried many students who were fainting after reaching the finishing line. That was a very busy day.
- Got scolded by a teacher because we didn't go up to the library after being told. Her voice was seriously high pitched and loud.
- Joined marathon for the first time in my life. And missed that surprise in KLCC lol
- Skyped with friends during CNY and my uncles and aunties thought that I was crazy as I was laughing at my laptop.
- Went to S.Lagoon and someone shouted while sitting on the roller coaster. It just started moving and a loud shout came from the back. OH and another one shouting non-stop. hhahahaha
- Went to tuitions almost everyday, mostly in PT Formula. =)
- Went to Moral tuition in Klang every Saturday and sometimes wondering why am I sitting in that classroom. "D.S." was something we would hear in every class.
- Talked about ghost stories for 3 Saturdays continuously in the car after Moral tuition.
- As usual, wrote karangans almost every week for Mr Tan's class.
- Stayed back in school to gossip. LOL
- Went to Famine 30 camp, learnt a lot, endured hunger. (Y) oh and the funny incident in Emily's car. HAHA
- Group study through Skype. hahaha
- Group study during SPM week.
- Ken's surprise party, which made him felt really surprised hahaha
- BSMM won the Marching Competition for the first time!
- Graduated in Sunway College and talked to adult friend. hahaha
- Went for the first interview in my life in Sunway College.
- Went to Sunway Pyramid after paying the registration fees for college before our SPM Chinese paper.
- Walked around S.Pyramid for almost an hour to look for food, ended up eating in Carl's Jr.
- In Popular, we went to the SPM section and simply picked up a book, flipped the page randomly and guessed which chapter it was from. Went to PMR section and realised we had forgotten most of it, so we went back to SPM. THEN, before leaving, we chose a book with different designs of houses and flipped the pages one by one. Spent more than an hour there. We even made up ghost stories by looking at the designs, and laughed like patients from mental hospital HAHAHA
- Went for my first driving lesson, fun but tiring. I hate the steering the most. hahaha
- MJ's surprise party. =D
- Cooking day! baked pasta and strawberry+orange lassi at Mayyee's house, then triple layer chocolate cake at Kaykay's house.
- Went to Mayyee's house to watch MAMA after Chinese paper for SPM.
- New Year Countdown party at Ken's house, played games with classmates and friends, drank red wine and someone got really red. Had a good time =D
- Saw snow for the first time. It's really white and freezing!
- Went to 2 Universal Studios in a month. (Y)
- Went to Lee Hom's concert. AHHHH!! <3 p="p">- Went to MTV worldstage and stood for 7 hours! JB's saliva on my face HAHAHA saw Mizz Nina, Kara and Jay Park! woohoo his abs. HAHAHA someone:"oh no! I didn't see that!" "ahh! he is doing it again!" HAHAHA
- yi zhe bu yao zhe. HAHAHAH
- had our dinner at 4pm because we had Physics seminar to attend at 5pm.
- had pizza party in my house, we ate about 22 pizzas.
- watched a 32-eps drama in 3 days with mayyee.
okay I can't think of any more events happened in 2012. Overall 2012 is a great year, we can't expect everything good to happen to us. =)
School is starting for all the primary and secondary students tomorrow.
I'm starting college next week. YAY
Happy New Year. Happy 2013!
I'm looking forward to CNY 2013. ANGPOWS!! HAHAHA
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- First day of school, actually thought that the class of 5SC1 will be quiet, but it went the opposite way : it was so noisy, but I kinda like it, it wasn't as boring as the typical first classes. (Y)
- My birthday celebrated at the canteen. I knew their plan about 30 minutes before recess when weiying said she was going to pass a book to Pn Chan during recess. but still, I felt so happy and touched. =') Got scolded by a relief teacher by singing Happy Bday song before greeting her. =O
- Went to houses to get our angpows with friends! =D
- Played Mafia in class with classmates. Always wonder who killed who.
- Slept at 10pm and woke up at 2am for few months to prepare for exams. SO CRAZY.
- Went to competitions and some got prizes.
- Went to Chinese Poem Recitation Competition as a photographer, which was an excuse to skip school. HAHA
- Got chosen as a pengawas percubaan, and was put into the same room as our discipline teacher. I quit to avoid getting myself involved into unnecessary politics stuffs, and to concentrate on my studies. I don't like going into that discipline room.
- Was the head of Keselamatan dan Kecemasan for BSMM. Took care of all the first aid stuffs during Sports Day. Carried many students who were fainting after reaching the finishing line. That was a very busy day.
- Got scolded by a teacher because we didn't go up to the library after being told. Her voice was seriously high pitched and loud.
- Joined marathon for the first time in my life. And missed that surprise in KLCC lol
- Skyped with friends during CNY and my uncles and aunties thought that I was crazy as I was laughing at my laptop.
- Went to S.Lagoon and someone shouted while sitting on the roller coaster. It just started moving and a loud shout came from the back. OH and another one shouting non-stop. hhahahaha
- Went to tuitions almost everyday, mostly in PT Formula. =)
- Went to Moral tuition in Klang every Saturday and sometimes wondering why am I sitting in that classroom. "D.S." was something we would hear in every class.
- Talked about ghost stories for 3 Saturdays continuously in the car after Moral tuition.
- As usual, wrote karangans almost every week for Mr Tan's class.
- Stayed back in school to gossip. LOL
- Went to Famine 30 camp, learnt a lot, endured hunger. (Y) oh and the funny incident in Emily's car. HAHA
- Group study through Skype. hahaha
- Group study during SPM week.
- Ken's surprise party, which made him felt really surprised hahaha
- BSMM won the Marching Competition for the first time!
- Graduated in Sunway College and talked to adult friend. hahaha
- Went for the first interview in my life in Sunway College.
- Went to Sunway Pyramid after paying the registration fees for college before our SPM Chinese paper.
- Walked around S.Pyramid for almost an hour to look for food, ended up eating in Carl's Jr.
- In Popular, we went to the SPM section and simply picked up a book, flipped the page randomly and guessed which chapter it was from. Went to PMR section and realised we had forgotten most of it, so we went back to SPM. THEN, before leaving, we chose a book with different designs of houses and flipped the pages one by one. Spent more than an hour there. We even made up ghost stories by looking at the designs, and laughed like patients from mental hospital HAHAHA
- Went for my first driving lesson, fun but tiring. I hate the steering the most. hahaha
- MJ's surprise party. =D
- Cooking day! baked pasta and strawberry+orange lassi at Mayyee's house, then triple layer chocolate cake at Kaykay's house.
- Went to Mayyee's house to watch MAMA after Chinese paper for SPM.
- New Year Countdown party at Ken's house, played games with classmates and friends, drank red wine and someone got really red. Had a good time =D
- Saw snow for the first time. It's really white and freezing!
- Went to 2 Universal Studios in a month. (Y)
- Went to Lee Hom's concert. AHHHH!! <3 p="p">- Went to MTV worldstage and stood for 7 hours! JB's saliva on my face HAHAHA saw Mizz Nina, Kara and Jay Park! woohoo his abs. HAHAHA someone:"oh no! I didn't see that!" "ahh! he is doing it again!" HAHAHA
- yi zhe bu yao zhe. HAHAHAH
- had our dinner at 4pm because we had Physics seminar to attend at 5pm.
- had pizza party in my house, we ate about 22 pizzas.
- watched a 32-eps drama in 3 days with mayyee.
okay I can't think of any more events happened in 2012. Overall 2012 is a great year, we can't expect everything good to happen to us. =)
School is starting for all the primary and secondary students tomorrow.
I'm starting college next week. YAY
Happy New Year. Happy 2013!
I'm looking forward to CNY 2013. ANGPOWS!! HAHAHA
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